Saturday, October 29, 2005
once there was this guy who loved basketball. during a basketball match, he met up with his fren. though there werent close, they were frens for many years. however. this was the time which brought them together. unfortunately, the guy lost the match and was utterly disappointed. the girl whoever suddenly msg him and cheered him on. they started msg'in each other and was closer to each other. as time passes, both of them discovered that they have fell in love with each other. from a fren who seldom talked, to someone who chatted often withe ach other, they slowly ended up together, as someone imprtant in their hearts that could not be replaced. this was the sweetest thing that had happened to the guy. he jus couldnt belived that a great girl like her would fall for him. they both entered a world called happiness. there were tears, there were scars, but then there were smiles n luaghter with the sweetness of love. however... happinesss dun last long... the guy was too unreaasonable, was childish to quarrel and pick with her on small stuffs. though as much as the guy had loved her, he had hurt her. deeply. too many things happened. yet the guy showed no concern for her, but added to her burden.. with so much pain, so much obstacles, so much pressure, the left each other. seconds by second, hour by hour, day by day, week by week, the time went on. hwoever, every momment the guy had hope for the girl to come back. however , as they were abt to take their impratant exams, the guy do not wanna give her too much pressure. they stopped msg'in, stopped tokin, stopped meeting with each other. the guy's heart jus stopped but he perserve and work on his studies. all along. he had hoped that time would heal all the wounds he had caused in the girls heart. he knew that though he still loved her. yet he did not wanna hurt her. every night he jus looked up in the sky and whispered under his breath "i love you" and he hoped the girls would recived his msg.
to euu: if u ever see this. i realli wanna u to know. " i love euu"
i`ve made a wish ;
2:10 PM
hmm yea. sick fer so many days. absent for so many days. all of a sudden u are all that fills my mind. i begin to wonder. will that day ever come ? i stil do. what abt euu ? so many words to say. have i realli looked too much on the brite side that i neglected the fact that u might not come back to mie ? have i been too imaginative? will one realli be happy to see the one he loved happy? is it true? will hopes n dreams realli come true ? will everything be okae? if theres only one star left in the sky.. would i wish upon the star jus for u to be happy? or u to come back to mie ? will i realli be happy?
i`ve made a wish ;
11:13 PM
well... i dun think anyone will visit this blog. cos no ones knows abt this blog. guess i can realli sae out how i feel here bahz. dun know what happened i m sick again. i ran a fever once more. i feel so uncomfortable. realli felt like msgin u. fell like tokin to u. but all these seems so impossible. how i wish i wun get well. so that i'll remain so sick that i wun be thinkin of anything. i m so worried about the future. what it would be. how it would be. wher will i be? where will euu be ?
i`ve made a wish ;
2:49 PM
Saturday, October 08, 2005
hmmm what is true love nehz? if love is kept uncahnged over time . will that be considerd as true love? haiz. why issit tha one mush always destroys the good things in his hands and start to regret? why does fairy tales alawys end with a happily ever after but in reality the happily ever after only last for a while. if i have one great wish. the wish is to be with u again. if i have one big dream. my dream would be able to hold your hands once more. i know in love it takes two hands to clap. no matter what. i realli hope all these will come true. once i read a story. there was this guy, who had a perfect girl. but he broke her heart and let her walked outta his life. few years later, they met. yet their feelings for each other were still the same. however, when they were about to reconcile, the girl met with a seriuos accident and lost her liffe. the guy was extremely sad. and remorseful taht he did not treasure her in the past. however. i beleive rthat true love exist in this world.~hui you na me yi tia~ wo neng zai qian zhe ni de shou~ haiz i hope so
i`ve made a wish ;
11:28 PM
