Friday, November 11, 2005
i m jus sick of my life. toally. GARY PHANG. maybe i should jus wake up and face the reality. nothing comes out right. nothing. nothing in my life... well... i have no itention. i jus wanna ask u how are u.. msg euu. and yet everything has to be lida... well... for this few months.. i m still loving u. but yet should i stop lying to myself. i always have the thought that u would turn back n smile at me and say eveyrthing is okae and will be alright. all along i've been consoling myself. but i think maybe i should wake from my dreams le bahz. about love? beliveing ? all are rubbish... i dun know. well... all the best for ur exams bahz. ppple have been telling me not to have high hopes and yet i chose to belive in myself. n now... even those who belive in us have some doubts. well... if there are realli pple caring for me.... who are they? do they even know? do they even care? instead of brining pain to everyone around me... perharps leaving will make them happier. and perharps seeing them happy.. thats all i can ask for...
i`ve made a wish ;
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