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everyone jus seems to have a part of them which they dun wanna share
evrn with those closest around them
and sumtimes it realli hurts to see it happens
i wish i can share evrything i feel with everyone
but sumtimes i wonder
why should i?
when they dun even do the same to me.
fine.. i m jus contradictin
no one will uds what i m talkin abt too.

am i really being myself?
feel that somehow i've changed alot
but have i changed for the better?
or have i changed becos i have to?
i could jus smile
n the very nex momment i could feel sumthing locked up in my heart
everyone jus seems to be hidin sumthing from one another
the world seem jus so cold.
ain't kidding

those weird dreams i had.
when i open my eyes they disappeared
thats why i learnt to stay awake
so that those dreams would not appear
so that i wun be disappinted

i reaallli have alot to say
cos realli i can find no one
who will really listen to my heart
dun uds why i feel this way
kinda retard
bt aft all i guessed i hav great frens
who are always there for me']
thanks yea.

ok lets stop this crap.

well.. today went with hongwee n ck to funan
then spend jus whoel lot time playing game there
then went to raffles meet mabel
then shop around marina sq.
aft that jus went to wei luo house
see them mahjong
'then went to seould garden
fully packed schdule
enjoyed it lots.

im kinda utterly disapointed
if all of u dun wanna me to know anything
then fine with it
i wun persist
i'll act ignorant
i'll disappear
i'll fuck off.
tell u what
whateva
i m sick of evryone around me
toally
once again i m not pinpointing anyone
cos EVRYONE seem so FAKE
jus DRop ur mask
PLS.
i m really sick of it.

hmmm. gotta go n be my retard self again
nitess...

i`ve made a wish ;
8:14 AM

hmmm hope i din offend anyone with my post
wasnt tryin to pinpoint anything, anyone
jus that pple around me are changin
changin from what they used to be

hmm well...
no offence yea

stop buggin me
stop gettin me pissed
i've made it clear to u
we'll stay as frens
so pls.
dun get on my nerves.
if u couldnt uds what i saed
then i dun give a damn

~piissed

i`ve made a wish ;
6:12 PM

the journey to seek for perfection is never ending
becos pple will never belive that what they had
is alady far better than perfect.
in our hearts we yearn for perfection.
yet how many times did we question ourself
what is the definition of perfection?
why do we seek yet couldnt get perfection.
to me
perfection is just beliving
cos in the world
everyone do not get satisfied
no matter how perfect their lives could be
n thats why.
the journey to perfection nvr ends
you'll nvr get perfection unless u beleive

in my eyes the world's changing
even every single person u knw
might be changin every second
but we start to wonder
why do things change?
is it to accomodate to the environment
or just simply to avoid whats happening in reality
why do we have to change
simply becos you are afraid
to face the real world
we can see that evryones changin
or tryin very hard to change
but deep inside them perharps thy jus wanna run away

i wonder why these thoughts came to me.
but flashes of memories jus apeared in my dreams
and these thoughts jus came out of no where

anyway.
did enjoyed my supper with my colleaagues
well..
thats all.

i`ve made a wish ;
8:03 AM

woo hoo.. bought my pair of pony
hmm realli gotta stop spending le
wahahhaz. to those whom had alot happened to them
take care n dun think too much abt things
yeap...
nothing to blog.
bored bored bored n still bored.
llala~~
n royston. u are jus lucky that u won
becos my ronaldhino pro.
dun be too happy okae...
LOL

i`ve made a wish ;
6:03 PM

hmm went to town with that bloody jing yong.
jus to acc him buy a tee at fles imp
then waited till three
went to sakae for a buffet meal
hmm aft tht saw this lulu n the staff workin there
whahaah jing yong was a real tico
aft tht walked to lucky see that wei chuan
shes not tt pretty aft alll la jy..
pls wear ur contacts properly la
then went to PS
watched pink panther
hilariuos.
hmm. went home aft that

i`ve made a wish ;
8:24 AM

wahahaha went for bball today
realised i lost my skills
Shit!
then went for haircut
siisssy joemil charge me 12$
derek only 10$
sissy U WATCH OUT! lolz
yeap. bought three tee ytd
wooo! spendin like hell
goottta save money le.
hmmm.
dou shi wo de cuo
hai de wo men ba yi qie dou chuo guo

i`ve made a wish ;
1:46 AM

i dun wish to curse
i dun wish to swear
so pls dun push me to the limit
i m actually scolded for nothing
pls lar. u all mood not good dun throw ur temper at me
i have feelings too okae.
so farked up
jing yong. i did not do that on purpse la
jus that i was realli v pissed
sorry yea.
whateva man.
life sucks.
my mood's tottally spoilt!
fark!

i`ve made a wish ;
6:41 AM

yay finally bought my lecoq sling! wooo hoo!
im actually so happy over a bag? crazy
yay tml going shoppin with my bros.
been a long long time
haha
going for bball with my manager on mon too
cant wait for sch to start!
today 18
FEB 18
time to forget i guessed

i`ve made a wish ;
7:24 AM

work work work work. n more work
today my p sch best fren came to visit me
what a shoch. wahaha
then saw mushroom n crabby.
long time no see dudes.
waahahahz.

its always the same bus
the same scenes
n the visions of the place we used to be
argh damn. why am i still thinkin
wake up GARy.
WAKE UP!

i`ve made a wish ;
7:18 AM

its not becoz i wish to choose to stay
but i m stuck in that very momment
my life seems to revovlve around there
cos my heart dun wishes to leave
but it seems that i m no longer needed
its seems that sumones alady there
i gueessed its time i learrn to leave everything
n drop the foolish idea that evrything would be the same
i will stop hoaxin myself
n wake up from my dream
a adream i have been in
for far too long.

i`ve made a wish ;
5:26 PM

sick for a week! omg!. nvr work for a week
finally going back to work tml.
yeap. happy valentines to all

i'll be celebratin a lonely one though

why do i still miss u ?
WhATEVER!

i`ve made a wish ;
8:38 PM

Wooo hoo. L1R5 -12 L1R4 -9
wahahahahz!

btw. i nearly died.
i fainted in the lift
eyes n ears were shut off everything.
mind went into a blank
thank god my mum was beside me
i was so near to death
what a close shave........

i`ve made a wish ;
7:06 PM

damn. i've acheive great results yet i m sick
yet i m nt happy too
yea congrats to everyone who got wad they wanted.
congrats to you too =)

i've read too much into things.
totally too much.

will there ever be the day? =(

i`ve made a wish ;
4:58 AM

take my hand.
dun be afriad to try and shoot the moon
dun listen to the ones who say
we want too much too soon
they say that we are not ready
they'll have to change their tune
euu n miie we'll reach the stars
together we'll shoot the moon.

i`ve made a wish ;
5:42 PM

shit. totally cant slp. slpt too much
gonna take med again. argh.
tml no need work again. wonder sick until lida how to go company bbq
den friday takin resuts
sorry lar pig. din mean to scare u with the news
hahaz i so freakin bored now
basically slpt the whole day

tnemmoc ot hsiw ton od ehs syas ehs

ish that a good or bad thing ? =(

i miss u badly =(

i`ve made a wish ;
7:18 AM

argh. sick cant go work. went to doc n got some many disgustin pills.
yucksz
feel so drowzy now... very bored also.
feel so weak.
sianz!

i`ve made a wish ;
7:42 PM

wah. woke up and found out i havin fever
cant do anything... promised jy so have to go watch movie with him.
in the cenima was totalli unbearable... freezin like hell.. n yet he nv lend me his jacket.
the show so violent.
asshole. went to sim lim n bought my memory stick..
n found out that theres a **** up stall. so rude
fever was runnin all the way.
then walked from bugis to suntec
had a meal in sundanese food..
ate only a lil..

then maciam like gays went to see the fountain
i jus sat there n did nothing.
felt totalli uncomforttable.
how i wish u was beside me instead of the fool. =x
hahaz.

frm the movie heard one phrase
in the world u can open everyknot
theres no dead knot.
treah ruoy ni tonk eht nepo nac i hsiw

gotta work tml. zzzz. sick!

i`ve made a wish ;
5:57 AM

hmmm nothing much happened today. went to meet up with my p sch fren.. wahhaha 10 ears din contact le.. wuite a miracle to meet her yea.. hmmm. yeap. grown prettier le. hahz. then jus walked around n went home. so farnie... reminicin those silly momments in the p sch life. haha

welll... jus found out that results would be released by fri. chill everyone. esp. euu arr.. pig tail. can see that u are very worried. but at least calm down lar..

wahahahz.... tml off again. boring.

nothing more to tag... signin off

i`ve made a wish ;
8:06 AM

gastric.. whole body totally went weak
still have to smile at those customers
fell off from the ladder in the store
n my knee went bleeding
wahahah totally clumsy.

eciov ruoy raeh ot taerg

i`ve made a wish ;
7:07 AM

same bus.
same seat
same feeling

i still do.

-uoytuobatahw-

i`ve made a wish ;
5:23 AM

love is like a boomerang.
set it free and it will come back for u.

but all along i've nv left u.

i`ve made a wish ;
8:52 AM

hmmm has been ahiwle since i went out to get some fresh air... yeaps... went to jing yong house bai niana aft he came mine n we went for a sakae meal. yeap[ yeap aft that walked around tm n bought a walet n a bracelet... hmm then aft that derek go meet kelly.. haha.. see then pai seh pai seh one like two lil child like that =X

walked past perlini silver
hmm.. yeap... if i m not wrong tml ish valentines le.
i still rmblast velanetines.
i gave my fers present to sumone i love
and she is still the one now
come to think abt it.
its almost one year.. but yet everything ended
i rmb how we used to tease at each other
how we consoled each other
how we made each other tear
but no matter good or bad
i'll always cherish those momments

i tried to search for a same necklace that i gave
for i wanted to give u another gift
but to no avail

once bitten twice shy
no more courage to question anymore

tian kong shang de xing xing
shi wo men shi zhong de gou tong
ru jing xing xing yi jiu gua zai tian shang
wei he wo men que bu zai yi qi
wei he bu zai shi yi shi
ye xu jie ju jiu hui gai bian

a broken limb can be treated
though not completely
with love care n patience

and i beleive a borken heart can be treated with the same.

i`ve made a wish ;
5:38 PM

* M E

gary
Duman / TP
21 JUNE oneNINEeightyNINE

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yOu
yes
YOU.

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yOu
yes
YOU.

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