Tuesday, February 28, 2006
everyone jus seems to have a part of them which they dun wanna share
evrn with those closest around them
and sumtimes it realli hurts to see it happens
i wish i can share evrything i feel with everyone
but sumtimes i wonder
why should i?
when they dun even do the same to me.
fine.. i m jus contradictin
no one will uds what i m talkin abt too.
am i really being myself?
feel that somehow i've changed alot
but have i changed for the better?
or have i changed becos i have to?
i could jus smile
n the very nex momment i could feel sumthing locked up in my heart
everyone jus seems to be hidin sumthing from one another
the world seem jus so cold.
ain't kidding
those weird dreams i had.
when i open my eyes they disappeared
thats why i learnt to stay awake
so that those dreams would not appear
so that i wun be disappinted
i reaallli have alot to say
cos realli i can find no one
who will really listen to my heart
dun uds why i feel this way
kinda retard
bt aft all i guessed i hav great frens
who are always there for me']
thanks yea.
ok lets stop this crap.
well.. today went with hongwee n ck to funan
then spend jus whoel lot time playing game there
then went to raffles meet mabel
then shop around marina sq.
aft that jus went to wei luo house
see them mahjong
'then went to seould garden
fully packed schdule
enjoyed it lots.
im kinda utterly disapointed
if all of u dun wanna me to know anything
then fine with it
i wun persist
i'll act ignorant
i'll disappear
i'll fuck off.
tell u what
whateva
i m sick of evryone around me
toally
once again i m not pinpointing anyone
cos EVRYONE seem so FAKE
jus DRop ur mask
PLS.
i m really sick of it.
hmmm. gotta go n be my retard self again
nitess...
i`ve made a wish ;
8:14 AM
