yawns. gonna go work soon.
i m very very tired liaoz.
haizyo.
so touched seh. my coollleague
a lady there...
advised me to resign la
she say she worry i cant concerntrate on studies.
thanks yea.
wahahahz. like for a long time no one cared bout me liao
LOL.
yea. my tutorials still undone
my assignment haven finished,
tml i still need to work! OMG!
n yea jac thanks for ur advice yea.
wahahhs.
i'll stay true to my heart.
i'll jus follow it.
lalala nvm. gonna shop at pp later
things are damn cheap. LOL.
all the time in the world.
take ur time.
im still here. still loving you.
i`ve made a wish ;
9:09 AM
hmmm. i m still sick la
today work lor
PP crazy sales
the customer like crazy la
rich liek that. buy thi buy that
ok lar i bought a snk shirt oso
yea
aft that went pool with jy till 11 plus
then went mac
run like pigs o catch the bus.
yea thats abt it.
kinda tired
faitgue
i musnt be so selfish.
yea.
cherrup gary.
be glad that s's glad.
i`ve made a wish ;
1:34 AM
hmmm. woke up early today
jus finised half of my CSAS assignment.
kinda boring seemed like sec sch work,
yea. finally the headches gone.
whoosh. later gonna work le.
then tonight come home must finish up my tutorials
as well as many many things
well i guessed i have a lot to say.
i m like jus slowly fading away
without anyone realsiing.
i mean in ur eyes...
what am i ?
who am i?
nvm no one wil uds what i tokin too.
goonnna get ready to work.
off
sumone.just.kill.me.
i`ve made a wish ;
9:18 AM
argh.i m still down with cough.running nose n headache
jus woke up from na not long ago
i am real tired. real tired
yea sch has been fun.
but i wonder why am i distrbin myself
with thoughts that i shouldnt have
jus that perharps i think too much
haiz.
just that well. sumthing which u wished so much to happen
seemed s faraway from u,
you cant reach it.
you can imagine. you can wonder.
but will it ever happen?
i mean like its for so so long.
argh .
cant take it le.
the pain in my head's killing me
dying of headache. tml still had to work
work. studi work studi
maybe perhaprs lke that i wn bother
myself with too much thoughts then.
anyway. goota go rest le
distance make me love u more
distance make me miss u more.
what about you ?
i`ve made a wish ;
10:32 PM
well... today was coughin all the way in LT
haha was kinda crappin with my frens during lec
so stupid la. we did real stupid things
hmm basically jus havin lec lec n lec.
then durin break went to deisgn sch eat..
then went library
then aft 2 hours lec
went to cake shop... ate choco fudge
wahahah then we all nap there..
hmmm thats about it.
anyway went to collect my ez link
but then its not rdy yet
yea aft sch met jy
then he cabbeed me down to PP.
i went for haircut.
DAMN IT. ITS BLOODY BLOODY SHORT
how am i gonna survive?
LOL. and i dyed it red.
but aint obviuos. dumbass.
wasted money .
hmm reached hme abt 8
caught the dream chasers
wah endin liao.
aiyo. kinda very bored.
really got alot work to finish up.
yea seems tat everyones enjoyin sch life
welll. perharps almost.
what will u choose to do
if u have a choose to continue
or just give everything up?
or is there really no hope for a new beginning?
sumtimes i relised i m not tt wei da
suddenly i jus lost all confidence in myself la.
realised that i m not even sumbody
i m jus a nobody.
i dun wish to jus appear suddenly
and ruin a person's life which she like
but yet cn i really jus stay on
stay on as a audience for the whole thing?
i dun know what crp i tokin about
but i jus feel it within me.
whatever it is...
the sarts are still here..
always here...
forver here..
i`ve made a wish ;
11:50 PM
things happened alwas for a reason?
i dun think so.
its jus like u are sitting down sumwhere alone
playing some music thru ur ears
when suddenly this sad feelin passes thru ur whole body
while endless thoughts ill fil ur minds
you try to see. you try to observe
and yet there's nthing you can do about them
argh i dun knw what i m tokin
whatever man
somehow so much bottled up in me la.
i wished to let if all off. really.
but who can i share it with ?
thats why i chose to crap in sch
laugh everything out
and at least it'll keep me happy.
whatever it is. it aint easy la
jus what the hell is wrong with me.
AHHhhhhhhhHAhhh
perharps its jus that i m sick
n tend to think alot
yea i hope so.
nites.
i`ve made a wish ;
12:17 AM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
well well... today had a our hr lecture
well. jus brusin up some old subjects
after that went to mensa had lunch
then went to cafe to had a ceescake
it was fabulous man!
aft that slacked around in the lib.
kinda doing some tutorials
welll. anyway i m still cca'less
heard that tp coach is my coach
but sumhow dun wish to get in bball again
well for the whole day nose was blocked
so uncomfortable
went home alone. reached home
on com listen songs
i jus lied down there do nohing
but headache. so took a nap
woke up had dinner watched tv...
yea until now.... dumbass nose
GET WELL LA!
LOL. crazy me.
yea.. tml still have to sch
n yar jy say he quittin liao
guessed i cant stay there long ago
kinda alady stressed up. haiz
hmwrk alady like so much
but aint in the mood to do seh
GOSH!
got slp soon.
nose cant take it any longer
bubbyes
right here waiting.
i`ve made a wish ;
11:20 PM
hmmm well. today went for CSAS
did a sumhow perosnal survey
and my results? i was a popualr sanguine
means i m self confident n stufs
but nv seriuos in work?
is tat true ?
i hav no idea too
totally cant slp.
cos of the blocked nose
and yet tml i wonder how am i gonna survive the 4 hour session
n i dun know
seems like yuan found his own happiness le
dun worry la i aint angry at u
ju makin fun of u
u made the choice jus dn regret
wonderin if i really dun wanna join any cca seh
how boringwill life get.
goshhh. dare not even think of fture
wahh.........
so so so mny things i wanna say out
but my mouth jus wun open
so many things i wanna do
but i kip tellin myself tml
procrastinate sia!
LOL.
nvm
nights.
irealllyreallyrealllyloveyou
i`ve made a wish ;
12:25 AM
haiyo. finally my body coudnt take it
i fall sick liao. alamak! LOl
today aft class went to k box with classmates
thenw ent for pool
ok lar. realy enjoyed myself
then aft that i went home
on the way bck saw xiao bai n yuan
when i reach home i was like hngry
so i jus took my dinner
n went to slp
i m very tired.
running nose. a bit sorethroat. feverish feelin
ALAMal tml still got 8-12 lecture LOL
hope i recover soon bahz
sick dumbo!
i miss u
i love u
still.
i`ve made a wish ;
10:36 PM
Llalala~ finally realised whats wrong with me
sorethroat~ gosh!
fers day in sch today
jus for a pathetic hour
then went around sch to collect notes
n went for lunch with a few classmates
then met up with yuan n luo
went to inter to walk walk
walked by toysurs
saw his thing which i wanted to buy
not at the right time perharps
went to minitoons to get some marshamllows
n off we went home
i cut my hair myself
cant realy find a time to go roxxy
anyway i feel much cooler now.
gonna slp tml.
havin lesson at 9...
man. i miss u.
I MISS YOU
[l][o][v][e]
still......
i`ve made a wish ;
11:46 PM
okok. today was god damn unlucky
perharps i really din catch enuogh slp
kinda weird la
i seem to be unabale to fall aslp la
like i dream of things hor
then suddenly wake me up
gosh.
sufferin from fatigue
during work kip gettin wrong size fer customer
at night chased bus kinda injured my toe!!!
what the helll!!!!
i feel so nauseatic
feeel very very thirsty
and i cant seem to concentrate
die le. must be contracted some diesease
LOL.
i seriuosly need some slp.
and yar i realised i hasnt been eatin fruits
tats why i m faalllin sick =(
dumboo booo~
love,loved,loving,hasbeenloving,
always...
i`ve made a wish ;
11:29 PM
gosh gosh gosh..
tml have to work but y i stilll doing here!!!!
AHHHH!
im plainly tired.
but i cant slp seh
lalalalalalalalalalalalala~~~~
wah piang....
AHHHHHHHHHH~~!!!!!!!!!!
crazy me.
i`ve made a wish ;
1:31 AM
hmmm welll...
saw many peeps today during work
saw alfred.
saw stephanie
saw coach
yea. i m tired.
yawn~
today durin work saw many things la
firstly i relaised that boys now
are all copycats
basically they jus wear the same bengish clthes
wear those bengish accesssories
n wear those ugly spectacles
aliens in singapore are indeed growing
n well today in the bus
though i gave my seat to an elderly
but i think i did the wrong thing la
cos another elderly beside me did it fers
think i was really kinda selfish
gosh. sorry!
and then abt another thing la
pple who really kinda care so much abt their reputation
or rather to attract atention
WHATEVER yea.
on the bus home jus now
suddenly a thot went into me
suddenly began questioning myslf
will i really be able to make it to top 5%
as i always saed ?
am i really capable of managin time betwwen studies n work ?
think sumtimes im really overconfident
dun know. dun care.
but nvm i'll makemy word
for everything i said
n i mean everything
muhahz.
tml still gotta work.
signs offs
?obmud evol gip
i`ve made a wish ;
12:01 AM
wahhhh sianz...
so early but i bored
becos i need to go n WORK
ARGh! damn!
last night dun know slp
turned around in bed till one plus.
siao! so eerie
thanks to the strange enounter me n yuan saw
gosh. really errie
wah now morning only
how to wait until fang gong?
LOL. bored bored bored
dumbo is bored
love's nv an accident
but love can meet an accident
i've met one
but i'll really really nv
let it happen again.
gip evol obmud
i`ve made a wish ;
9:54 AM
today early mornin met with amb yuan n yong
go ya kun eat break + egg+ kopi
in the end three ended up n enginneerin sch toilet
stomachache.. what the hell
then took cab to sch
when the cab stopped n i open the door
saw pig ..
awwwww.... orientation end liaoz.=(
today was kinda fun yet borng
i kay kiang wear slipper
in the end couldnt participate in the games
gosh in the aftnnon changed shoes with fren
play the chair one.
wah piang. nearly fall seh
but nvm AS got thrid! WOo hoo!
then came the boring part
the dragon boat was draggy
sat down there fallin aslp.
finally it ended
so off we went back to sch
got our timetable n maric card
my handsome pic =))
n gosh the timetable SUCKS
then went jam n hop with ck n yong n yuan.
for five minutes
then went out to eat zhu chao
then went back
but me n yuan jus stayed up
n chatted
n yea he old me alot bout him
dun think too much la
jus follow ur heart ba
llalalala~ OIIIII~
superwoman
thats only you.
listen PROPERLY
ONLY U
i`ve made a wish ;
11:46 PM
whoosh. came back from orientation
basically today was much fun
cos i've sumhow know my classmates more
they are kinda intersting
AF12 rules
LOLz
after orientation went with ck n qian
sorry to make u guys wait ok
those OL la. waste time =X
pai seh ar!
went to have dinner at kpoitiam
then off we went home...
tires out.
tml gonna be the last day
then sch's gonna start
hehez. cant imagine what it'll be like
anyway hope tml will be more fun
=D
anywy i uds what u saying ba
jus wanna say aft such a long time
i've done soul searchin la
in the past whenever theres sumthing
i'll nv make an effort to find out why
instead i'll just try to make them go away
thats only perharps one of the reasons
that made many things accumulated
to what it is today
wahhahaz, no more "han yu"
all english =))
i hope time. will let the fear fade
as well as deepen the love
like it alady did =))
simply. i love you .
D U M B O
i`ve made a wish ;
10:52 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
I DUN HAVE ENOUGH SLP!!!!
but luckily. i dun stay up for that soocccer match last night
if not i'll be slpin for the whole of today
ok today the fers time i saw my classmates
saw a p sch fren. but shes damn quiet
luckily there are jokers in the grp
so basically we jus crapped around la
but today i was real tired
so din really toked much
almost feell aslp in the LT
gosh! gonna drink coffe tml.
haiz. sunbrnt
face's peeling
i looked like a freak.
gosh i need some rest badly.
i m purely tired.
hui dao guo qu
shi zhe rang gu shi ji xu
bu zai rang ni li wo er qu
s l y
t o o
i v u
l e
l
i`ve made a wish ;
11:42 PM
haiyo siao liao la
what to do what to do
i m runnin poor!
n today i still splurge on a tee
n a short..
well today woke up at eleven
was plained bored la
totally nothign to do
so decided to follow jy buy clothes
so sway. i reached the bus stop. missed 23
then sat there wait for bus
a caterpillar dopped on me.
GOSH!
okae made our way there
basically walkin around to get what we wanted
i bought a freshbox tee n a pants from b.strt.
well then luo came to meet us.
went to arcade... shopped around
went home for mahjong
i WON AGAin! wahahhas
well then went home at ten
had my dinner... bathed..
watched channel u..
dl'in "my" songs
then.. oh thats all
hmmm tml orientation's startin le.
and i means its startin tml lar.
hmmm.wonderin.
i wonder!
and i swear
if u come back in my life
i'll be there till the end of time
sumtimes how i wish i can tell u
how much i missed u
how much i love u
i wish i wish.
rightherewaiting
-shanhuhai.
piggsout
i`ve made a wish ;
12:40 AM
me n my lil cute kuzzin
my GENES
i feel damn damn damn bored sehh.
upload sum pics bahz
cool anot? shuai anot? =)
i`ve made a wish ;
12:05 AM
okay. where should i start?
today was jus a MALU day la
not only for me
but for qian, ck,hw too
WAhahahz. cannot stop laughing
okae 1stly. its ck in the mrt
wonder what he was doing.
move front n back then knowck onto ah pek
haha.
2ndly for hw.
he went to hit a thing
whch he tot is a wall
but in the end its a metal piece
that gave a loud sound.
3rdly.
qian. she lost her balance and knock onto a guy
in the mrt..
wahahha. for mine. well
i dun think its hilariuos
so i dun think essential to write it down here'
=D LOl
yar basically today went to watch the movie
take the lead
nice movie but a bit draggy
anyway. went to tiong bahru
ate a dun know what pot.
but then its quite inerestin n nice la
then went MS to pool n arcade
then went back TB again
and guessed what. sumone say me SHUAI today
didnt hear it but hw did
din really care but of cos felt abit shuang
LOL =))
to chrstina - sorry for not replyin ur msg ya... anyway if u see this .. jus answerin ur question. me dun have gf now. but then theres already sumone in my heart le. haha.
to kelly GUI - UR LOVE MOre IMPORTANT RIGHT. nvm. LOL
to heru- sorry yea. cant make i for the gatherin. would love to go but i workin. nexxt time bahz. =)
lalala~ my shoulders are damn damn sore.
and i look damn red.! gosh!
anywya i think tml i gonna rot at home le
anyone have ny activity tml?
contact me!
dun think anyone will see this anyway
lLOL.
anyway tml's 18 =(
yea eighteenth
pigg out~
even if its jus a dot
its also a glimmer of hope
anything can happen.
only if u choose to bilief
aastillaaaaal0vingaaaaaayouaaaaaaa
i`ve made a wish ;
11:14 AM
hmmm woke up early today.
whaaha cos lata going out for movie
thank god.
thank god i found those two pics.
wahahah.
gonna return them later.
gosh. my shoudlers are hurtin.
damn!
blog again tonight bahz.
bubbyes
-only you -
i`ve made a wish ;
10:09 AM
oh gosh
im in deep shit!
i`ve made a wish ;
1:49 AM
my shoulders are stiff
my face are red.
my skin's sore
guess what ? i m sufferin from sunburnt
wahahahh. but nvm
i've got my purpose. i m tanned
wahhahahaz
today went with gb.jy.amb.wl.et
to sentosa.haha
basically we were jus playing volleyball.
follin around in the seas
haha and one grp of girls like came to fool around also
yea.. then gb am jy n mie
lied on the sand to get tanned
yea we talked alot la.
abt each others prob.
allthe best yea.
kinda very very tired
but we made our way to bugis
went for lunch there... walked around the arcade
basically we were very very tired
then off we went home
then me n jy n et n wl
went to ply mahjong
all the way ill elven
went for a quick ddinner.
and came home
gosh really tired.
i should have listened to tht pig
my skin really hurts now. LOL
n yea. sch's startin
anticipating!
woo hoo!
you dun have to do anything
jus rmb i m here
i`ve made a wish ;
12:19 AM
hmmm nothing much happened today
excpet i suffered from diahhorea while workin
aft i consumed ice caffe mocha from starbucks
went to toilet three times!
gosh! my whole body fell weak
cant even stand properly seh
at night bought a PINK PUMA TEE!
it looked fabulous!
wahahahs!
yea and here am i now.
wonderin what i m doing
seems like i wonderin in a maze like that
also dun know when i will reach the destinaton
seems like sumthings missing all of a sudden
fear was what i instilled in ur heart
i really hope time will take it away
take my hand?
will ya ?
-onemorechance-
sick``
i`ve made a wish ;
11:35 PM
whoosh what happened tody?
woke up today... then went to work
nothing much happened
met a customer who is bloody idiotic
say i dun know anything
go to heLL
WAHAHHAhaz
anyway bught a nederland baller id
kinda caught my attention
then aft work went down to tp via cab
went for mass dance n JAM N HOP
then went home
sumthing happened la
ck jus chill lar. =D smiles
llalalalalalala~ kinda very very bored
kinda wonderin whats my life gonna be
hectic scudules during weekdays
workin during weekends
feel tt as though i m jus tryin to occupy myself
so that i wun think of anything
wonder how long my body can take it.
when everything dun turn out right in ur path
will the troubles clear
and the rainbows appear ?
evryone seems to lose hope n belief in me
but i aint giving up yet
cos i BELIEF
aiya i dun know what i talkin also la
so much i wanted to say
but yet cant put them into words
its jus tt very very knot that i cant untie
n perhaprs only u can do it.
aiya im crazy again le.
breakking downn~
what i need. is one more chance
one last chance
to love u again
i`ve made a wish ;
1:04 AM
whoosh what happened tody?
woke up today... then went to work
nothing much happened
met a customer who is bloody idiotic
say i dun know anything
go to heLL
WAHAHHAhaz
anyway bught a nederland baller id
kinda caught my attention
then aft work went down to tp via cab
went for mass dance n JAM N HOP
then went home
sumthing happened la
ck jus chill lar. =D smiles
llalalalalalala~ kinda very very bored
kinda wonderin whats my life gonna be
hectic scudules during weekdays
workin during weekends
feel tt as though i m jus tryin to occupy myself
so that i wun think of anything
wonder how long my body can take it.
when everything dun turn out right in ur path
will the troubles clear
and the rainbows appear ?
evryone seems to lose hope n belief in me
but i aint giving up yet
cos i BELIEF
aiya i dun know what i talkin also la
so much i wanted to say
but yet cant put them into words
its jus tt very very knot that i cant untie
n perhaprs only u can do it.
aiya im crazy again le.
breakking downn~
what i need. is one more chance
one last chance
to love u again
i`ve made a wish ;
9:53 AM
whoosh. damn!
wonder whats wrong with my MODEM
suck! had to use another one
waste time.
anyway. today i woke up at ONE!
first time i guessed
then jus joined ambrose n jy n luo for mahjong
before going to tamp inter to eat dinner n stuffs
anyway i applied my tp ez link card.
cost me 8 bucks
who did i see?
well.. saw kelly.
saw eh... jasmine..
think few more lar
cant remember
rushed home...
caught a lil part of dream chasers
ate my snakcs n shusis
which i bought for my mmum'
wahahahahzz
yea. tml's gonna work again
good friday? argh. tired
maybes the show's right
i ain't wanna let go
becs i m afraid u'll nv come back
but i've let go
not becos i dun love u
but becos i dun wish to hurt u
but in the end..
will you really come back ?
anyway heard that ambrose wooin a girl!
jia you!
thts all folks.
i MISS you!
i`ve made a wish ;
11:43 AM
wah finallly everything ended liao.
but then unwillin to lave tp
everything was like so so so fun.
so unite seh
wahhahaah felt so good.
best camp i ever attended with all the gl's n stuffs
though MANTIS came up second
but mantis rock
MANTIZ OI! lol!
anyway. i was called the 5566
throughout the whole thing
cos they say i look like meng zhe
then kip sing to me cesi cesi bon..!~~~
LOL..
so pai seh. the still cheer out loud say
whoever wans what number from me
haha then i jus act blur~
anyway really felt great
made new frens...
kinda like very touched by each other perfromance yea
kinda mushy. but its true.
hope evryone will jus kip in touch bah
n to jun yuan n luo
sorry yea. i din knw u were waiting for me
but the whole camp grp was going for a supper
so i couldn jus leave
anyway to kelly
looked like things are going for the better le?
haha
if got prob jus turn to me la
lalalala~
tireds off~
if U still rmb
if U still care
if U still love
jus rmb.
i mstill here.
always
i`ve made a wish ;
12:25 AM
wooosh ytd gastric cos nv eat
taday bloated cos i eat alot
i m slpy n tired
i'll elborate more perharps tml.
*anyway got many pple say i shuai!
=D wahahahhahh =X
i m jus simply tired
blog again tml,
you can ask me to do anything
but pls. nvr ask me to give up loving u
cos i stilll do
i`ve made a wish ;
8:03 AM
whoosh. today went for orientation
quite fun. want to elaborate
but my gastics' killin me
cant stand the pain anymore
anyway jus popped a panadol down
hope it will get better
tml still need to turn up for the orkshop
i m tired~ =(
i chose to remain silent
so as nt to hurt u
but i m always
right here waiting
i really reallly do.
i`ve made a wish ;
8:11 AM
well. today woke up so earlyy
was raining last night. those thunders n everything
yea. then got changed n
off we went to grandpa house
met every aunty n uncle
then on our way to cemetry
pay respect to great grandmum
before going to grandma there
hmmm kinda fun
with my lil kuzzins around
wanted to upload the ppics i took with them
another day ba
they areso cute. hahah same genes!
was kinda tired bahz. woke up so early.
well. aft that went to eat n stuff
i drank again. but no worry. aint gettin addicted
wahahahahz
reached home. was very tired
but still went out with chonkgy
to repair his fone
but when we reached there
the nokia care was closed for the day
wahahahha!
then we jus walked around
bought our converse tees!
n went to have our dinnner
then meet up with royston
watched chelsea VS westham
4-1 what a score! wahahahz
nothing much. then off i went home.
gonna get prepared for everything tml
hope it'll be fun rather than boring
=(
if time was a test
im very sure we've passed with flying colours.
still.
i`ve made a wish ;
10:33 PM
i woke up this morning.
with nothing but a headache
tot it was going to be okae.
but i jus ate a few mouths of noodles
drank some coffe
slurped down a panadol. n left for work
went for work as usal.
same route.samefeeling same scenes
nothing much happened tday
saw a boy in the shop.
he was playing with his toy n walkin abt
while his mum was busy shoppin
then suddenly they got lost
and the boy began to cry
i was abt to tell him where his mum was
but he saw his mum
n immediately, he smiled
lol
anywya after work went to 85 with boss n colleague
ordered losta food n two bottles of beer
drank n ate
enjoyin life.
then they took cab home.
let me off at the highway n i walked home
suddenly i feel addicted to guang liang 's wo deng ni
not bad a song aft all
his album really rocks
anyway tml going pay respect to grankdma
cann se my cute lil kuzzin
awhahahahz
to kel -thanks for listening to me okae. apprecitae it. =D
adawdwaidddsjmisssdmknertibyoufsfsgrbjg
i`ve made a wish ;
9:25 AM
april 7th - 11:55pm
whoosh. just reached home
today went with jy to orchard
basically i din get anything i wanted while he did
then went with him for his advrtising interview
woah they sure do have allot of pretty babes there.
went to ps aft that. ate cafe cartel
the steak really sucks
aint going back there anymore
caught my fav movie IC AGE 2!
iT AINT CHILDISH. wahahahahz
was lloookin for a top n a bracelt
but jus couldnt get anything
so went offf home.
dropped at bedok. met up with 4BERS
4B rocks! wahahh mis em so much
so envy of them. they got 5 dist. i got only 4
i din get any medal n vouchers
Awwww. but seriuosly. warmed my heart to see ya guys
kinda happy n touched. whahahz
then bid farewell. me heru n derek aka chongky
went for pool at valley 8
saw som frens there.
was playing n chattin with chongky la
think chongky's right
say i always look for trouble when theres nothing wrong
jus really miss em alot.
hmm on he way home i called yuan
was cahttin with him bah
dun know. seems like maybe things changed.
or rather he was right. i m the only one uncahnged
topic we toked on is so limited
no the usual us
seemed so drifted away. from my frens
from chongky. from everyone.
isolation
sfdhsidgdgtgdfgdfiddfsdlfsdfsdfl
i`ve made a wish ;
12:06 AM
april 7 - 12:34am
wosssh. cant slp.
tml gonna rot one day away again i think
well.. on he bus jus now
two ahbengs awlked past me.n they were chattin
n so i turned off my mp3 n listened
din know why i did that. curisoty
they were jus tokin abt gangs and stuffs
feel that they are wasting their life man
childish = D
anyway i really feel thres sunthing real wrong with me
i lack concentration n eneergy seh
jus that many things rotates in my mind
n they nv stop. gosh.
out of nowhere i will start to think of many things
but then they come to no end
so frustrating...
anyway found out that many p sch frens are gg to tp
wahahhas. hope to meet them in sch. renuoin yea ?
gosh. i m tired yet i dun wanna slp
cos if i wake up early tml
there'll be nothing for me to do.
wah noe sudden headache. god!
pain's killing me le.
wahahahahahz =D crazyme
istilld0
i`ve made a wish ;
9:35 AM
april 6th - 11.20 pm
well. today met up with chongkt at tamp inter
walked around and had our lunch
then walked around n fooled around in the arcade
not long aft. we joined royston n alvn
went to roy hhouse
on the air con. lied on the sofa
played there till nine plus
wahahahhas
bascally me n chongky still the same
we still do those crazy things togther
regardlesss of what pple sae
how how pple looked at us
god! really MISSED the sch days
how we usedd to fool arond..
how we used to joke n laugh
how we argued
how we quarreled
how we been thru everything
yeap. basically the TERROR TUBBIES
lolz!
yeap today met chongky
n like usual
we are gossiping abt others
tellin wach other abt ourself
laughin our hearts out
LOLZ!
anyway thats abt all.
I beleieve..
euu
i`ve made a wish ;
8:21 AM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
-1:o7pm
hmmm yea... jus woke up not long ago
chonggky caled me
meting him lata, miss him lots
i m so so so bored.
totally got nthing to do.
everyday wake up.face the com
or go work , come home, slp
no life
gosh.
had a dream last night abt chochs
relised i realli need them badly to make me happy.
whahahahz.
gonna grab them lata
n to 4b'ers who can make it to stage on fri
CONGRATS
wahahah.
stars. .always. here .
din mke it n time to blog cant wish sis a HPY BRDAY ANYMOre
anyway bought her a spngebob cushion
cost me a BOMB! well.
today aft work. went down to tamp to buy my sis presen
t then meet up with jy n darren they had jus finished k
. so basically we gave up our idea on food n went to pool
well. saw this girl who looked familiar n she kept lookin at me finally remmebered who she was
jus gave her a smile
n off we went to mac ate my dinner at 10 +
torture!
then daniel called me asked me to meet him at bedok inter
basically he jus wanted to tok hhis heart out so many unhappy things happened to him man.
then he use his bike to drive me home
then when reached my home we chatted some more till i saw a police car
then decided to catch up another day during work
basically we talked abt everything i realised something very important
wishes n hopes are the only thing that can push me on no
mnatter what
so i promise myself
* i'll mkae it to the top 5% in my course
*i'll make it to the University *i'll get a good degree n find a great job
* for all other things i'll jus hope for it silently
yeap. daniel. nvr give up! wooo hoo!
n chonky. u can go die.
by the time u come i alady died le
u just get ready sign our divorce papers sh*t u .
LOL
always.
i`ve made a wish ;
10:08 PM
wow. chongky finalli came online to talk to mi
lol sudenly hve an urge to go on a bike ride
the ride jus now was so thrillin
gosh. relly made me forgot all troubles
wahahahz
fri is speech day
yet i m not going back sch
damn it.
jus lack tat very one a
arghZ
relly miss my rens bbut yet couldnt get the chance to see them
doi really have many frens
or rather frens who dun care
no idea. tired to think
anyway dont worry be happy.
chongky- aint watchin soccer tonight le u go do ur project i tml then msg u
nights'
i`ve made a wish ;
11:10 AM
hmm went with ck n zh n et
to pp and pooled.
basicallly jus killin time threre
freezing there
went to get some snacks and went home
haiz. i was so pek cek with u la
but nvm lar. since u already say sorry
dun be such an idiot again =x wahahaha
sorry fer my att too =D
aiyoZ
found out a great recipe to stay happy
more slp. more ice cream , more chocs
wahahaahz
can make me grow fat tooo
wakakakakaz
seriuosly i need some exercise
perharps can perk me up a lil
and i seriuosly need to build my body up
have a feelin that i m gonna fall sick soon
gosh wat a thing to say
wahahahz gosh was informed to report work tml at macperson
wah. going to die of boredom there
-patience-
choccs chocs n more chocs
i`ve made a wish ;
8:06 AM
wah gosh. it rained again
had to stay home
well. enjoyed my slp. slpt till 12 plus.
wahhhahz. not tired anymore
but then it suddenly rained
so energetic yet cant do anythin
plannin for movie or bball or pool.
but couldnt find anyone
went around me room opened p every cupboard
see so many books n stuffs
make me missed sch life n my bros
awwww they used to be around me
but now they are all in jc DAMN!
wahahaha came abt this pic.
couldnt stop laughing.LOL
gosh.. really makes me LAUGh.
actually wanna clear some books.
bu finally deeicded to do it another time
woosh. jus received managers msg.
might have a mahjong sesion tml
haha anyway perharps going out with ck soon
sill waiitng for him to s*it
rain rain go away
come again another day
yue ding
i`ve made a wish ;
4:11 AM
okok. thought everythn thru
let time show the ans
aint gonna tok abt it
i belive when the time is ripe
the ans will apear
well. finlly contacted yuan
i tot linda was back
but then he was jus busy with his work.
damn! his gettin richer.
ohno
jus rmbed sis bday is aprl 5
dun think i buyin her anyhitng
=x wahahahahz
anyway her bf willl
gosh. sch's gonna start soon
hope ervything will turn out well.
looking forward to it
haiz. suddenly miss bball so much
tml have one whole free day.
gonna find sumone to play with me
kill time also
else i'll be jus slackin home
gotta catch some slp le.
reallly very lei.
yawn~
i`ve made a wish ;
9:52 AM
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i`ve made a wish ;
9:27 AM
wah my whole body sufferin from fatigue
i actually dozed offf on the sofa while watchin tv
woke u n bathed
ate many many things
one box of cereals, one four leavs cake
two hot dogs, one taiwan saussage
wahahahahz. feelin so full now
wah. today spent so much time at home
blooggged so many times in a day
i begin to relise actually how lonely i m
have to resort to bloggin to depict whats on my mind
dun know
frens are so far away from me now
if i known i would go jc with them
haiz. i jus miss the old days
if only i can bring evrythig back
if only.
i guess i m jus very very tired
from work from ervything
when i walked home last night,
i tot i actually saw sumthing beside me
when i took another glance there was NOTHING
gosh. it did not jus hapen once
sacre the hell outta me.
everyonejustseemedtohavetheirownlife,theirownthings.andionlyjustrealisedthatonly
nowihadopenedmyeyesandsawthatiamtheonlyoneleftalone,allalone.ireallymissedeverything
.irealllyrealllydo.
wah realli have alot alot to say
cos really thres no one who will jus sit down there
n listen quietly to my heart
but nvm at least i can vent everythin out here
to myfren-cheerup yeai know u love her alot, i know u know urself u can bring hppiness to her
ar. jus that u lack the chance only. don;t give up yea. myabe she jus aint prepared for marriage
some times in life we jus know thigns we can do, but we jus lack that lil bit of chance to prove ourself
i`ve made a wish ;
8:24 AM
whoosh. i jus recived a call
looks like his very very sad
hmm at first i tot he n his gf was very sweet
but aft i heard his voice
aft he told me what happened
i realised that he realli love his girl alot
butthe girl was thrwin tempers at him
not apprecitaing him yet as if toyin with him
they have been togetehr for three years
no wonder it made him so sad
he ffeeels like lettin go yet he still loves her
n he knows even if aft lettin go he might still love her.
hmm jus wish him all the best
enjoy ur holiday trip fers lar
when come back to work then i pei u talk abt everything
LOLZ.
take care yea.
impossible to let go ofumthing u still feel for
i`ve made a wish ;
3:09 AM
shuo hao de san nian bu jian mian
yong wo men de ai ba si jian liu zhu
ni xio zhe shuo , zhe shi wo men de kao yan
wo men de yue ding
jiu zhe yang, san nian jiu guo le
wo hai shi hui dao zhe ge di fang
bi shang yan, deng ni de chu xian
kong qi zhong wen ni de lian
wo hai ji de , wo men de yue ding
yi bei zi xing fu de yue ding
wei ni xie de na shou ge
ye tou tou de diao lei le
WO BI YI QIAN GEN AI NI LE
well.. although jus heard this song not long ago
but then i m in love with it
found a song which toally sang how i feel.
every word.
today went k box.
sang this song fer the fers time
tears well up my eyes seh
well.. then walked around tm n stuffs
met zhe hao n began our way home
sat in the bus n joked around
till my stop i left the bus
suddenly the sky as like raining cats n dogs
as if the skies were cryin for me
hmm wlaked in the rain to get home
been a long since i was wet in the rain
the feelin was cool, yet filled with sort of sadness
finally sitting down here
realised i it had been a long tme since i was a home in the evenings
but yet it was raining heavily.
hmmm bored to the core
basically jus listening to songs n starin at the window
lookin at the rain
the rain continues poruin
memories continue to flow into my mind
ahhhh. thinki better cattch a nap.
-hey sorry arh jus now go skip ur song. see u so angry. haha . dui bu qi =D
i rmb u told me how u wished u could watch the rain with me
nothing else matter. jus watchin the rain in silence.
my world fell into darkness, the day u went away
will it brighten up one day ? hui you na me yi tian
i`ve made a wish ;
1:58 AM
whooosh. i m tired
gonna slp soon
anyway tml going k.
yeap aft that will be very very free
have the urge to go to the beach
wahahahz. dun know why
anyway i m starvin
chonky? where are u ?
i missed u so much...
u not here no one share my probs le u know ?
i missed dunman life.
i mis my bros =(
i miss ervy single thing that was beofre
wahhhkaoz.
atemtin to slp.
i`ve made a wish ;
9:54 AM
so many nights
so many days
i spent to complete the masterpiece
yet when it was completely done
i question myself many many things
when the clear skies suddenly turned grey
when the noise turned into silence
when nticipation turns into disappointment
when the nights grew long n the days became short
twinkle star in the sky.
i really really wonder why
dun treat me like a toy
i m a living thing
i m a person
i m human
i`ve made a wish ;
8:26 AM
wahahahhaz!
guessed what ? i fell aslp during my break
was dozing inside the room
LOLZ i m really tired
my eyes are turning black!!
i`ve made a wish ;
7:44 AM
i jus couoldnt figuere out what have i done lar.
it hurts yea.
pls dun tag if u aint leavin ur names.
cowards
aiyar i dun know lar.
fa*rked up
do things always turn out the other way round from a person's mouth ?
ARghz!
i didnt slp a wink last night
was thinkin abt everythn n anything that had happened to me
was listening to yue ding
the song as so meaningful.
so touching
to :annynomous
yar perhrps so u are right
i might be crazy
no
i m crazy
ur right to say that.
i`ve made a wish ;
4:37 PM
whahha tody yong was transfered to PP
wahahahhs.
yeap borrowed the k member card form him
and took off on monday le.
wah. today whole day i was so high
driftin around in the shop
today i was praised again!
well. aft work went to 85 ate
jus reached home
ordered tons of food
n when they ordered tiger
i told the uncle. coke" lol
they were abt to punch me.
well. ate and went home.
gosh i was reallly tired
well. happened to hear to new song from guang liang
yue ding.
wah piang. the song lyrics like....
wahahahz
nvm.
put the song here sumday.
yar HAppY APr fooLS
i`ve made a wish ;
8:47 AM
