hmm i wonder whats wrong with my body
i aint kiddin lar
but its gettin worst. i feel giddy very sudden n often
my sight is like failin me. i couldnt even stand properly.
im jus very afriad it has gotta be something with the brain
i hope it'll get better
i m so afriad of death suddenly.
hmmm dun wanna die yet.
so many things i haven do
so many things i wanna do
maybe i m thinkin too much bahz
even frens can see that i feel sad
but i guessed they'll nv understand why
wheneva in sch i ill try to look around to catch a glimpse of u
but yet i nv saw u
however when i dun have intention to look for u
you always appeared in my sight
does things always happen when u dun put too much thoughts into them?
or rather things wun ever happen when u put too much thoughts into them ?
i really reallly wanna know whats going thru ur mind.
but yet i have no courage to ask
cos i dun wanna see u feelin vexed over this.
i really want u to come back to me
but yet i m jus waitin in silence
action speaks louder than words. but what can i do ?
haiz. i m jus caught in between
i m jus contradctin between myself
hmmm. loss for words/
anyway i jus hope things will go well
mst importantly my health.
this is the fers time i feel such often giddines
i hope thats only temporary
n theres nothing wrong with my health.
i m full of worries. for everything .
BELEIVE ME ONCE MORE
will ya?
ifeelsotired
isitahintthatdeathwiouldbebetter?
i`ve made a wish ;
8:31 AM
