if i were a fallen leaf
was i blown away accidentally
or was i thrown away intentionally
was i rememberd
or was i forgotten
was my presence felt?
or was i ignored?
i feel so buried up
in a world of my own.
im tired
im sick
im sad
im blue
im depressed
im driving myself crazy
how i wish i could slowly disappear
with the wind that blows.
i`ve made a wish ;
7:56 PM
hmmm. today met yuan to go sch
saw qian on the bus but she din see us
hmm then caled yong
decided to pon until 12
so me n yuan n yong went to tm
ate ya kun, then went arcade
kinda farnie
everytime i eat ya kun
everytime i had stomachache
god! =(
hmm well. nothing much happen
excpet that i was kinda infuriated
perharps its jus a joke
but i think u carried too far
perharps u din meant this way
but it kinda infuriate me
anyway i apologise if i showed any attitude
im tryin hard to be happy alright
im not in the best of mood
gosh. bad bad day
well cp went thru all the results thing
realised my results are all above average
expt for ORganic chem
haiz. all my dist. gone.
it aint really that easy to acheive as it seems
gosh gosh gosh
i m almost sick for a week!!!!
damn that flu
i need exercise badly.
i need some thing to chill me
n to yuan.
good luck in ur BGr lar.
nothing much i can help also.
n to yong also lar. same
n i really hope the world cup goes soon
else i'll loes my frens instantly
dreams witout actions are daydream
words withut action are useless
r.e.a.d .m.y. .h.e.a.r.t
u see urself ?
i`ve made a wish ;
10:14 PM
hmmm today got back all the results.
PIPC -79%
MAths -76%
Human anaotmy -72%
Com skillss - 74%
organice chem - 64%
biochem - 52.5%
gosh. sucked big time
how am i supposed to get my Z'zss
anyway
today in lt
i dun know why. but i step on a chair
but i broke n i kinda fell
got this huge scratch on my thigh
so lucky no one saw. LOL
yeap. aft sch went tcc for some seminar
then met yong for dinner
went cafe cartel
ribs n seafood. splendid
then dun know why
both of us jus went to east coast
couldnt buy drinks
so bought jolly shandy
sat there n talked and talked n talked
can see he's quite vex too
bro. take one step at a time ba
jus reached home. 11pm.
guess what. my nose still as bad
my head's still spinning like crazy
i neeed slp badly.
im just like catching a drama series
cos i can only sit here
n observe whats happening
how are u.
how are things
yet i cant be part of it
maybe someday?
i hope.
i dun need any superwoman
i dun need any super medicine
i dun need any other thing
but what if i say i jus need u with me ?
dreamcome true ?
i`ve made a wish ;
11:47 PM
argh. stupid pic
jus wun aappear in the right way.
anyway. its written
if you ever come here
i jus wanna let u know
i love u
yeap wwent to beach with classmates aft sch
kinda bored so wrote sumthing on the wooden thing
meaningful eh ?
hmm yea. mean it.
yeaps. though sick but i still nv go home
went there fool around with them
then play play
tired jus lay down there
man i jus love the waves
the peace, the wind
hmmm.... but im dying of headache now
haiz.
oh. got back com skill paper
got18n 1/2 upon 25
hmmm not really good yet
jus downloaded tut
but i cant do
my head spinning like crazy
mumm jus forced me to eat 2 panadols
..... gonna die soon
sumone save me!
hmm came by a horo that sounds quiet true
lazy too type now.
hmmm.
im dying
where is my superwoman!
still.
i`ve made a wish ;
10:25 PM
whoosh fers day of sch
went to sch. lucky the bus wasnt cramp
anyway i reach sch at 9
found out that lesson cancelled startin at 12
so the whole lot of us
went to library proj rooom
slpt there. hmmm gosh
my nose is like killing me
well today had two prac until 5 plus
dring sec prac was a hands on
went to sports complex
but i jus layed on the audeince seat n slpt
LOL. kinda slckin but
im really sick
then aft that whole buncch of classmates went for bball
played one game n i was like fainting
so i jus sat down there
hmm n yar..
before we went home saw our CP
she told me that i did quite alright
way to go man!
hmmm. im really tired
think the fever settnig in le
but i dun wan any doc
cos i dun wan any medicine
=( super duper uncomfortable.
gosh man!
loving someone.
izzit letting go
or holding on?
well... in the past
whenever i see my frens so sad over love
i would jus tell them
dun worry. the next one will come
i jsu dun uds how they feel back then
but now i do
its not jsut the stubborness that cos them to refuse to let go
its the feelings that are still there
unchanged
or sumthing more than that.
much more.
gosh. have i grown up or sumthing?
whaahahha =)) nvm
i need rest badly....
yawns!
a.l.l.t.h.e.t.i.m.e.i.n.t.h.e.w.o.r.l.d.
i`ve made a wish ;
8:20 PM
welll.
today i was real sick.
my nose really at the worst it can be
DaMN flu!
my nose i so red la.
wahahah. yea. requetsed to go home at 930
but then doesnt makes any diff actuallly
hmmm n yea. i dyed my hair.
no difference also
what the heck
things are like not going my way
well tody so pai seh
i wlaked in stotrroom n sang
tot nobody there
but my colleague saw me and was shocked
n asked if i m in a good mood
LOL what the hell
must quit singin le
so many pple complain =X
whahahz
haiz.
reached home jus kinda rushed eveyrthing
printed all notes n stuff
argh. dying of hunger
time will show
i think it has.
i`ve made a wish ;
10:43 PM
hmmm in short
today went work at 930
folded clothes till eleven
then started work all the way
my nose din get any better
but i think it got worst
LOL.
my boss even ask me go home
but i was persistent in staying
hmm yea.
very unbearbale la
cant breathe
cant hear
n kip coughin
i think it'll get wrst.
damn!
n then there was this SUPER black face customer
gosh lor. piss me like what
i alaready very xin ku
i jus spass my job to my fren n wlaked out
cool eh ?
haha but very unprofessionalism
who cares.
hope i get well soon.
i see my destination
but i lost myself in the way
takes two hands to clap.
wheres yours ?
i`ve made a wish ;
11:24 PM
well jus back from work
my nose gonna drop soon i tell u
gosh lor. the whole tissue bbox used up by me
at my work place leh!
wah. my nose now like really red
LOL.
then caused my ear to block also.
cant really hear...
then my dark rings very very obviuos!
... haiyo
im totallly tired liao
n i tml have to report by 930
all the wya to 10 at night
HOW TO SURVIVE?
well. specail thanks to valerie n sally ok
thanks fer ur presents
im not really a good fren
yet u all gave me present
haha esp valerie.
i know u put in a lot effort seh
i so touched by ur present!
thanks so much man
hmm. yeas. gonna shut off soon
think i better go
i NEED LIANG TEH BADLY!!!!!
you, yes you!
hmm.
i`ve made a wish ;
11:39 PM
wah piang.
i JUS woke up
went to town with yuan n luo
welll. to meet valerie to get my present
hey thanks so mch
u put real lots of effort in the present
touched yea
n i went home alone fers
n was supposed to meet yong at night
at beach for drinks
but i was so sick la
i jus lie on the bed
n slp till now
my throat hurts man
i need herbal tea badly. urgently
immediately
n guesed what
i workin tml
HOW SAd
argh.
im officailly sick
hmm nothing to wirte anymore
cant really think.
i`ve made a wish ;
12:24 AM
well.. jus came home from the chalet
uploaded all the pics
hmm want to write alot.
but yuan n luo reached my house le
well. my mood quite good le.
i blog again later
i`ve made a wish ;
12:18 PM
i jus dun know what the hell got into me lar
so farked up
yuan sorry la huh
maybe im the one who sounded so farked up
argh. i m jus so trapped
feel so cooped up within me u know ?
i dun know how to tell u all
but seriuosly its jus hurtin so much sumtimes
you guys understand ?
haizz.
so near. yet so far.
take my hand.
i`ve made a wish ;
12:33 AM
hmm jus reached chalet aft dining with qian ck luo n yong
well. hmm thanks for ur present ar qian
ermm yar.
i feel so down all of a sudden
perharps its because i m wishin for sumthing
that will nvr happen
haiz.
wonder why i feel this way
hmm if u ask
i prefer yesteryear's today
reallly.
haiz.
i miss those times
haiz.
chance.chance.chance.
i`ve made a wish ;
6:12 PM
welll. as far as i can say.
today is really a memorable day bah
wahhahaz. firstly i was greeted by a surprise at 0000
haha by my deear classmates yea
they brought in a cake all of a sudden
n gave me a card which they signed on lar
haha. really thanks so much guys
i really apprecitae it yea
haha kinda very touched ok...
hahaz.
yeaps. now is 3am
but yet i m not slpin yet
well.. n tml morning still have to meet qian n luo n yong n ck
n perharps more peeps
think they are going to acc me for a movie bahz
thanks okae
yeayea.. sorry for being unable to reply on msn jus now
haha but thanks wahahahahz
well...
kinda happy all of a sudden.
izzit becos i heard from u ?
hmm anyway, tml will be havin bbq
its a pity i cant join ck they all for the haircut
but anywya i already had mine
hmmm...
cant wait for tml to come.
i miss those times
i miss u
slackin off....
*you, light up my day.
even the darkest nights
everyone has been wishin me
for all my dreams to come true
but for some dreams
perharps they need some time to happen
n i hope
seriuosly hope that its the case
i`ve made a wish ;
3:22 AM
haiz. now at chalet.
like 18 more minutes to my birthday?
hmmm but i m like so down la can.
the connection sucks here lor.
wonder what kinda day tml would be like
aint what big day also lar
well. today early morning yong came my house
made his bloody present
for like abt 5 hours?
then we went to roxy for a haircut
then after that we slacked around
n acc qian for her dinner cum breakfast cum lunch
hmmm... yea.
aint really in the mood now to blog la
haiz. so down down down down down la
hmm thanks to thowse who really rmb my bday yea
n thanks to those who got me a pressie
really grateful lar huh.
im also like not a great fren
aiya. so moody now...
like im insolating myself
all my frens are like doing their own thing
kinda bored...
damn suckly bloody wireless
arghhhhhhh
will it come true?
june 21st 2005
june21st 2006
so fast it has been a year.
so fast. yet i think i prefer last year.
you should know why.
bla bla bla
peace off
argh
i`ve made a wish ;
11:45 PM
i am like super duper PISSED now
looooookk. I DUN WANNA BE RACIST
BUT I HATE PEOPLE WHO SHOUT AT ME
N ITS U THIS KINDA PPEPS
NOT THE FIRST TIME
PLS DUN SHOW THAT FARKED UP FACE
I REALLLY CANT TOLERATE OK
IF U ARE NOT HAPPY.
BY ALL MEANS. LEAVE!
n u know what?
i jus reached home. i tell my mum my ferns coming over
then my dad says my sis will be slpin what shit
LIKE WOW la. ITS my HOME
i dun even have the freedom
n pls. even if u guys wanna speak
speak with a good attitude
not like as if i owe u all anything
dun make this dun even look like a home ok
im like spend lesser n lesser time home
n u guys have to make me hate home ?
ARGh! totallly ruined my MOOD
TOALLLY MAN.
i m so PEK CEK NOW LOR
pisssed
haiz. ok nvm.
lets chill a lil.
today woke up. at nine
called some sbs hotline n stuffs to leave my particulars
they din find anything =(
n well. i made my way down to marine parade
tat bloody station still closed
then i went customer desk.
they wanted my number again.
haha
then it was like so early.
so i jus walked around pp
wanted to buy a candy
i went in cold storage couldnt find
choca empire, cant find
then i went giant.
walkd up n down n finally found
n yar.
met qian for lunch
touched la
she ps her mum n bro
haha. ermm yea.
alwaes din really av the chance to see her bro
but well. his kinda chubby n cute
hmm then i went back work
that see that BLODDY FREAKIN CUSTOMEr
argh damn!
freakin hell lar.
arrrhhhhh
ok. nvm. anyway
i realised sumthin
sumthing which naturally makes me smile
haha whenever i see a most innocent smile
on a kids' face
wahahahhaahz. fine at least that chill me down
okae well...
m.o.r.e.t.h.a.n.a.c.a.n.d.y.m.a.n
i`ve made a wish ;
11:17 PM
wooo. jus reached home.
nothing much to blog. cos only two letters apearing in my mind
IC!!!
gosh. i was kinda guilty
made qian wait for me.
kinda played a part in her lsoing her ic
well. as usual
we met for lunch n for going back home
n before reachin. she found out
she lost her ic.
then we were like jus rushed back to PP
tell the guard its urgent
n searched the whole place
though we found nothing.
but the guard was real helpful la
thanks kae =)
yeap n he saed sumthing also la =))
n i called sbs, smrt
they saed they found nothing either.
like gosh. i uds how it feels
dun know why when yuan lost his i dun feel anything
but now i do
kinda like worried
hmmm. went to police station
it was closed!but we manage to call it
guessed what. no info too
anyone who happened to see it
i reallly really hope you'll reutrn it ok.
cos..... its really heartbroken to see sumone heartbroken over their lost of ic
sumone u would really be heartbroken for
jus really hope the info counter might find it tml yea
well. i realise long ago i was a bad consoller.
hahaz. ehhh. wah suddenly not tired
cos i still thinkin how the hell
n when the hell that card dropped
hmmm. think tml i'll wake up early...
either call them up or go pp early bahz
n not forgettin i have to work tml
how sad =(
* i know i may not be able to cheer u up
but i'll be there for u
chill kae =)
i`ve made a wish ;
12:45 AM
argh! i jus so bored .
woke up early.
saw yong, fers thing he tell me.. SHINYEE SHIN YEE
gosh... yuan kip tellin me abt soccer
n now who's gonna really listen to me ?
hmm its 18th once more.
din really realise its already 18
three more days to go yea.
will my birhtday wish come true ?
will it ever happen ?
better go get ready for work.
lalalalala~
n the reason is euu.
i`ve made a wish ;
9:40 AM
wooo. today went to work today.
kinda tired lar. not enough slp i guessed
wahahahz. yar noting much happened
except i forced daneil to change his break with me la
haha acc qian to had dinnner.. or was it lunch
yar.. then work was like damn busy
n yar. today theres a stupid customer
went in to ask me sumthing
then when i told him i dun have it
he told me loudly. I KNWO U DUN HAVE It
like what the hell ?
but nvm. im in a pretty or a fablulous mood
aint gonna care abt him
wahahahz
yeap. then aft work got pple pei me go home.
or rather i pei her go home
erm well. pei each other go home. haha
was like starving la
wanted to drop at mac
BUT I MISSED the stop.
like what the hell
then i went kopitiam
burgers became prata
i ordered 2 i repeated 3 times
but then the damn ucle gave me 4
i was starvin so i din argue.
argh.
tml still have to work =(
but.... =)
*whenever u appeared in my sight
i jus feel so happy.
muhahahahaz. happy ^^
i`ve made a wish ;
11:32 PM
hmm. woke up at seven plus.
jus to go n play bball with yuan yong n my manager
well. we are getting old.
only abt an hour n we are tire out.
ok. then off we went to tm.
to popular.... then to RSH..
then to had our lunch
ok then off i went to pp.
yong was like searchin for his pressie.
then found nothing in the end
at perlini silver. saw the same guy.
the guy who qian knows. kinda smile at me n i jus smiled back
yea. n off i went to work.
then yuan n yong n luo waited for me to had my break
but suddenly yuan gf came
i think they patched la
but then while eating
i think she pissed me off la
like wow. u are younger than us.
pls la. show some respect man
even if u are not in good mood
dun show me attitude.
dun bang the table.
cos i'll do the same back like i did
i hate people who so this to me.
so watch it.
i jus give u face becos yyuna there
dun wanna spoil any relationship
argh. ITREADATHING
yar. n i went back work,
was like yawning like.....
finally. close. for the day
can go home.....
now i am damn damn tired.
think i gotta slp.
nights everyone.
i still hear ur voice when u sit next to me.
i still.
i`ve made a wish ;
11:32 PM
yawnnnns. im tired. wanna slp le
well. today woke up quite early.abt nine
but i also dun know why i began to do my dumbbell workout
aft that went to meet qian n ck.
before we went to meet jac.
haha the lift was kinda farnie lar
two times n two times was jac's parents
wahaha. ok then we went to meet hw
n then the sad part lar.
the just my luck wasnt showin yet.
we were like sians half
but we still stayed to watch the RV
kinda hilariuos. haha well. avergae ?
hmm yea ate at CENTRAl
my first time. deliciuos but small serving
then sumthing happned to jy n his gf during the meal
then i was like..
hmmm well...
aft the movie. we went down pp.
for pool la
n can u belive it ? QIAN WON 3 in a row ?
LOL. ok fine. she's exceptionally good today.
ahaha. then went to FISH N Co
MY FIRST TIME again
suddenly feel i m mountain turtle lor.
haha during the meal we happened to tok abt the "blog" thing la
haha so farnie la hor
bloggin jus like shittin.
u only blog.. when it comes
but don not sit on the toilet bowl for the shit to come.
haha wonderful analogy by ermm.. hahah
then waited for the bus for damn long
then there was like this guy who kip diao us
not nly that la hor
i found out from hw that alot singaporeans kip siao pple.
n i m the victim lor. haha
feel like a freak lar.
SINGAPOREANS jus kip ur eyes open for walkin
LOLz. yea thats abt it.
ya recived luo call
heard he was talent scouted
=s like....wow!!!!! LOL
ok then went mac console yuan
basically kinda ask him wha he really wan
hmmm finally home!
tml morning have to go play bbballl
with yong yuna luo n our manager
haiya. tired. still have to work aft tt.
alamak!
sumday. the owner might agree
even though she might not.
but well. im still in =)
and oh yea.. got the everytime we touch slow one
woo hoo. nice yea.
n yar. fish n co was nice
die i so naggy all of a sudden ..
better go slp soon
take care everyone..
bubbuuyes
i`ve made a wish ;
11:54 PM
wahahhaz. guessed what?
this is "recycled" from my choc marshmallo cake
n well. it aint as tasty as i tot.
bad choice. haha regretted
and the milkshake at secret recipe tasted weird.
well. today ? actually was slackin home
but then managed to get hw n ck out
met hw fers.. then while waiting for ck
qian called n said she'll meet us..
yeaye not going to go into details
n well. very pai seh.
we went in NYDC
then went out. n we pretended ck dun wanna dine there
WAHAHAH so throw face. but.. haha luagh like hell
ok lar. mainly we jus sat down there
chatted .. talked...
n ck did his thigny there..
i was like listening...
n hw was listeining...
only sumone there ZIHLIANIN..
but well i'll be nice n not upload the pics
haiyo. then went to tm
then sumthing happend
pissed me off la. i jus walked off
but well. jus to the toilet.
haiz. its like going to the extreme..
dun know how to say..
what matters in life.
isnt jus abt potential
its abt opputurnities
yea.... oppurtunities... get it ?
im still lookin for it.
still.
muahahahz. oh yar. qian says she might work at pp
haha good. sumtimes can meet for lunch bahz
n.... what did i miss out....
hmmm...
think thats all bahz.
atehieo uhaeeairot uwaaesi omueaaenito ufaoeri oyuoaue
i`ve made a wish ;
10:59 PM
hmmm. today met three dumbass
then four of us went ice sktae
wahahahz
then aft that we went pizza hut n eatt
before that went to arcade
n there was this grp of xiao hun hun
kip pointintg at me... loook at me
not only so. during ice skate i actually heard
sumone saying so loud i look like jason
argh. i really dun like it.
dun wanna be llke a monkey yea.
haha. now i got a new nick
xiao mei mei killer. but i dun like it =(
hmm than aft that took cab down to city hall
yong went for his lesson thingy
then luo went to bbq
so me n yuan jus sta down at the rock once more.
n tok abt matters of the heart
bro. we may have our own dreams
we may have our own plans
sumtimes things jus dun go so well for us
but nvr give up bahz
hmm then me n yuan went to arcade again
then took bus home
my leg's full of blister now
thanks to the skate shoe
haiz. painful! =(
if u ask why am i so stubborn
if u ask why i refuse to let go
if u ask why i am like that
i'll give u a firm ans
i still
yuan, u are right bah
people only learn when they regret
i've learnt, i know u did too
but whats the point of learning,
when we have to live in regrets?
i've learnt,
i've matured,
i've grown
yawns.... anyways. tml's gonna be qiute boring
i dun think i have any programmes
haiz....
what to do ?!!!!!!!!!!!
i`ve made a wish ;
10:33 PM
my fers vodka bice blue
came to upload pics!!
my fers hooch. lie ribena
n finally henekien
yea. earli in the morning. woke up
cos later going ice skate witht the three dumb ass again
wahahahz.
inotstupid!
it might not happen
it will never happen
see te difference between thse two ?
so? whats the stand now ?
i`ve made a wish ;
9:45 AM
well well. how to describe today
well. ctually met with siying amberlyn terris n shin rong
go back tp to lib
to dicsuus for the csas thing
after that met yuan n yong..
then after that luo came along
tot only four of us
but qiann saed she meeting us
o off we went to TSH tm fers
chatted with wei jian there
then he plnned my schdeule on fri at one
so mornining all of us can play bball
then off we went to town
then went cineleisure.
sing k box sing until no more voice
well. qian saes me n yong make a good band
LOL
haiz then came that song again
haiz. hmm yuan was like slin all the way
well aft that we went for pepper lunch
my fers time though
small seving. expensive
BUT deliciuos haha...
okae then off we went off
then aft that me yong n yong n luo went east coast
we found a spot on a rock in the mid of the sea
n luo bought vodka, beer n chips
i drank one botle vodka ice, hocch, n one big big can of heneken
we jus sat there chatted
but i was in a daze
thinkin of many many things
haiz.
hou lai,
wo xue hui le ru he qu ai.
but you are not here anymore
can u come back ?
im not drunk.
haiz. tired off....
i`ve made a wish ;
12:47 AM
whahah like so long nvr blog liao..
wait fers
bringing attention to all shoppers in SINGAPORE
if u dun have the mood to shop
dun! stay n home n rot
cos dun go around saying the sales is on because
on flaws of the products
n pls. if u dun wish to heed advices
dun ask anyone.!
pissed off!
wahha finally. tml is holiday liao
i can finally let my eart out n enjoy a lil
well. going out ith yong , yuan n luo
wonder where we'll be going also
today.... can say its quite busy bah
becos of the greats sg sales
but minus off the world cup fever
busisness jus average
muhahahahz
kinda tired liao
n so farnie lar.
everytime i msg at night
n say i m not tired
i sure doze off without a reply
gosh! haha
aiya.
maybe i shouldnt even think
maybe.!
i`ve made a wish ;
12:07 AM
yawn.... tired like hell
paper end liao.. but then i got no time to rest
aft test me n my class went down to PS
then we went to orchard shop shon eat n eat till 11 plus leh
hahaha fers time hor?
haha kinda farnie lar..
we all 3 boys 3 girl
then wear same colour by chance
maciam triple date
LOL
aft that i went to roy house to meet derek n mushroom
ahah watched socccer
haha i tink i fell aslp lar
but then aft 4am we went to eat prata
wahaha thenw e went back to slp
LOL
until this morning went to work then
jus came back
haiz my throat still hruts
anyway took alot neoprints
upload them another day
wahahahah
HAIZ
i`ve made a wish ;
11:40 PM
yawn.... tired like hell
paper end liao.. but then i got no time to rest
aft test me n my class went down to PS
then we went to orchard shop shon eat n eat till 11 plus leh
hahaha fers time hor?
haha kinda farnie lar..
we all 3 boys 3 girl
then wear same colour by chance
maciam triple date
LOL
aft that i went to roy house to meet derek n mushroom
ahah watched socccer
haha i tink i fell aslp lar
but then aft 4am we went to eat prata
wahaha thenw e went back to slp
LOL
until this morning went to work then
jus came back
haiz my throat still hruts
anyway took alot neoprints
upload them another day
wahahahah
HAIZ
i`ve made a wish ;
11:40 PM
hmm. well another paper down
oC is liek half hafl
hope i can do well bahz
yeaps. aft paper went lib to study
but basuclly i din touch anything
wahhahahz
then at four met my sis n parents AT tcc
GUESSED what? its my SIS grad cermony
kinda grand la. wahhahaz. see them go on stage
wahaha kinda motivated
aft tt went grandpa house
vist granny n gradpa
haha
not long aft
we went to eat
long time since four of us sat together n eat
so i decided to treat my family.
thought it cost abt 60$
but well.. its worth it la....
well. BIOCHEM tml
DIE DIE DIE
haiz
what am i supposed to do ?
nothing ?
sumthing ?
whatever
i`ve made a wish ;
11:06 PM
well. today hap paper jus ended
went to sch at 9 to lib
got on the bus. took a seat
haha took very long to see qian in the bus
hahaz. she was muggin in the bus
hardworking yea ?
yeaps. aft the paper went to eat. then went home
was very tired so i jus catch a nap
until yong called me.
then came to my house mac to study
haha. basically i was his love consultant la
haha bro. jus go for it la
i think u can win her heart la.
wahhaah speak until i so pro
but indeed i must admit
i m a failure in love. totally. haiz
yeaps. was studying wtih yuan that day
until he shot me with a question
that hit the nail totally
have i really forgotton?
he really uds me man.
but well. it set my mind into thinkin
n i think he's right
anyway. yuan cherish everything before u before u lose them
like wei luo =X
haha enough of craappping .
i have to mug for my oc tml.
else i'l be in deep shit.
where do i belong?
why do they make me smile
but make me sad
why do i miss them
becos i think they are memries that i will nv forget.
argh.
i`ve made a wish ;
7:12 PM
well well. long time since i blogged
haha. well today had my csas n maths
the maths... haa i was very confident
hope i can get 45/50 and i will be satisfied
tml is hap n guess what
i m still haflway thru
i think i m gonna flunk
yea. today went library to crap. haha
on the way down saw qian.
msged her but she dint reply. batt low huh?
haha.
anyway aft second paper i went to meet yuan n luo
then went tamp before we went mac
hmm studied there
as usual. that guy n the couple
obviuosly a couple is there
everytime
hahaz....
well well. sum sort of arguments occurred bewttn yuan n luo
n i like caught in middle
haha . no timt to really care
i really neeed to mug.
MUG
i`ve made a wish ;
12:12 AM
hai. jus back from work.
guessed what. i threw my books away
not the usual me.
wun really give p on studies.
but this time. awww....
i think i m like gonna flnk like. ****
anyway i bought a puma tee
but i m too lazy to upload it.
wahhaa a green one.
muhahahahz.
lost my voice
sore throat. argh
i better go mug now.
buaiz..
why am i feeling this way
i`ve made a wish ;
11:26 PM
argh tired. jus back home
went to study until library closed.
then went to mac until ena chased away
hahaz
anyway got back test papers
oc 11/20 though many failed
pipc 16/20. not satisfied
hap 17/20 not satisfied
hiaz i m far from my target
lOL
hmm. yea last night celebrated grandad's bday again
haha. kinda cool la.
such huge gatherin
how rrare can it be
anyway all kuzz are meetin up
for a longlost gatherin
n to fufill the gatehrin we discused for years
WAHAHAH
haiz.
eat. slp
study work
tok laugh
seemms that there's sumthing missgin
or rather it has nvr been there ?
AHHHHH!!!!!!!
am i jus dreaming ?
i`ve made a wish ;
11:06 PM
yawned. jus reach home
very very tired.
went fofr tpjc choir concert with derek they all
hha kinda slpin in there la
=x but well i did go.
haha aft that we went la pat sat
ate alot there...
then crap along the way
n we did some stupid things
n derek.. thanks yea
for pushin me down the stairs at Victoria
so pai seh argyhs
haha . brothers always yea hahahaha
yea ytd reach home 11 plus.
went out with shu yii
acually going orchard
but we went ms to check out the digital thingy
haha watched over the hedge
hehe kinda kiddy but farnie.
yea. then we went to suntec to had dinner
we basically counted the no. of restaurants there lor.
then walked two rounds
before we settled in NYDC
hehe aft tt we made out way to esplanade n merlion
jus sat there n see the stars
hahaz. yea...
n yea. haiz. i m damn sad
i flnk my maths again.
argh. man.
shattered.
well. love ?
perharps we met the right one at the wrong time
but the irony is
what if u can only meet the right one once ?
lifes full of contradiction
sick of them.
argh study!
i`ve made a wish ;
12:04 AM
well.. jus came home from the chalet
wahahhaz. guessed what?