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ok. shopper's ?
pls watch ur attitude.
first. an indian lady came to find shoe
but nothing she could have
n she saed with a smirky face
" im not gonna ever come back here again"
what the hell?
is it my fault that i cant find anything u wan ?

2nd one.
she came earlier to try a pair of shoes
she came back. asked for the same size
as i waas not the one who served her
i asked for the size. she saed 37
i searched. sorry smallest 38.5
se shouted at me. said she jus tried that shoe
finally she tried 38.5 n bought that pair
pls.man.
u are the one WITH STM
n u shouted at me ?
what th hell.
argh!

well well...
after work saw serene
or rather she saw me i din see her
haha she saed her colleague sae i was hanndsome!!
wahahaha! alright. shouldnt emphasis on that
not something gloriuos also.
sometimes i really have the feelin
that i dun give a damn of what im in other's eyes
what i really wan
is jus to be in ur sight
hmm doesnt sound right
nah. i dun know.
haiz

yeap. chalet soon. 3rd 4th 5th.
hope we are gonna have fun alright

what i really want.
aint glory.
aint wealth
aint status
i want back.
what i really really had.

i`ve made a wish ;
12:05 AM

hmmmm .. work work n more work last night
after work met daniel at inter
walked around.. bought some stuff
then took bus 60 home.
yeap. he chat with me about quite alot things la
bro. u have a gf leh
n u visitin her in taiwan soon
still always say ur life sucks
at least its better than mine alright.
yeap... feel abit guilty cant lend him money.

yeap he told me so many things .
he saed that if u love one person
u should do sumthing big for her
but yet i know badly
that the greatest thing i can do
is jus to lvoe her in silence.
yea. m i jus waiting for sumthing to happen?
haiz. its been so so long.

yeap. today off day.. nowyuan slackin at my house
i clearin some stuffs from my cupboard
found so many things
our pictures
our stories
our gifts.
arggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i need to catch some air badly


hey, i missed u so.
i dun know why i feel this way
but i know too well
yuo aer stlli in my haert

i`ve made a wish ;
1:57 PM

finallly im awake.
went to luo house at tamp last night
mahjong alll the way
from about 12 am
to 10 am int he morning
WE DIN"T SLP.
omg...
won quite alot =))

yeap. we were crazy basically
me teng luon yuan
lol. then aft that we went breakie
im so tired that i actually feel aslp on mac's table
haha went ome at 11am
slpt my way till 6pm
gosh. energised now.

if u wan to fool around with me
jus be warned
i aint any pushover
im a bomb
i might jus blow up anything.
make sure u catch it.

hmmm gonna slp again
else tml have to work.
again.

never have any regrets in ur life?
im afraid i had one
n a big one.
thats u.

i`ve made a wish ;
11:58 PM

hmmm... went to tampiens mall
to acc yuan n yonf for thier fone thingy
yeap heard that company undergoing reshuffle
that means im gonna have a change of mangaer'
it sucks so badly man
i'll really miss them
n i'll prayy hard that no suck peeps comes to Parkway

hmm. yeaps. went to bugis.
basicallly ate billy bmbers
cos i have 22$ vouchers
then went to fusion for pool
so cool lar the place.
wahahah style.

yeap. went back tamp.
then thats all i guesss
saw matilda workin at tm
she rmbs me!! =)
wahahhahz!

now going to luo's hosue to torn
hmm yeap......

love:
built over time
destroyed INSTANtLY

if i have the chance
jus one chance
no matter how long it takes
im willin to built it
n im gonna make sure
this castle of happinesss
would not topple down
anymore.

jus a dream i guesssss
hmmmm

i`ve made a wish ;
10:32 PM

cool eh?
pics from bbq last week.
hehes. still alot more.
but im lazy.

hmmm. work was fine today/
except i ate yoshinoya with my colleague and we
both have a diarrhoea
guesed sumthigns wrong with the food
real bad.

yeap.
n there is those customer jus sittin down there
eating, chattin, drink, tokin
when they are occupying space
so itreadathing man
i was so pek cek la eh...

argh...
nvm about that...
yeap... huiyi visited me today
then there was valerie
there was joanna
there was dayan and his brothers
haha yea...

yeap. i'll go for the time machine

t`i`m`e`t`r`a`v`e`l`l`e`r

i`ve made a wish ;
11:19 PM

hmmmm so tired. what a day.
worked like hell.
n not to forget..
i walked to the library jus to exchange some clothes
that a customer bought n we gave them wrongly
haha my colleague was so guilty
she treated me to starbucks.
haha a big thanks yea =)

yea. n to all the lil kids out there
stop piercing ur ears and try to look beng
when u dun even look like one
dun try to give those stares n think i'll be intimidated
cos u know what.
i'll do the same back to u
u come to shop. in my shop.
pls dun not try these kinda small actions
cos it stinks. alot.
to be precise.
u are a thorn in my flesh alright.
argh. xiao hun hun

whoosh in the bus today.
suddenly fileld with so many thoughts
not really thoughts.
jus a sudden flow of emtions thru my body
feel that suddenly i was so envy of people.
so jealous of what ppple can have
what people can do.
how they smile so sweetly
how blisssful they are.
i know i can. but yet i cant.
what the.... gosh..

yeap felt that i had something
yet i lost sumthing
i felt i had everything
yet i was the one
who detroyed everything
thus i can blame no one i guess

hmmm.
kill me
i'll feel better this way.

time machine?
or brainwasher?

i`ve made a wish ;
11:31 PM

omg search this song very long le
finally. the way u look at me
by chrstian bautista
nice song yea. camp at radio so many days
jus to find the title
lOL

hmmm work work work today...
nothing much i guessed
yeap. woke up this morining
yet felt so so tired
din really feel like workin
but... no choice.

hmmm yeap.
nothing much to say i guess
else i'll start being emotional again
haiz

Coz there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing
in this world I can't be
I'd never know what you see
But there's something in the way you look at me

yea. u are the missing piece.
still

i`ve made a wish ;
12:19 AM

hmmm. yeap. went to pp to pool
AGAIn
then yuan come n join us

aiya then maybe i attitude or what bah
i feel bad jus walkin off in that manner
sorry yea...
sumtimes things are jus pilin up in my mind
n perharps im too impatient or sumthing bahz.

well. four days streak gnna start
dun know how the hell im gonna take it.
hate work all of a sudden
yet wihtout work
im jus idling arounf the house.
flippin into so much things
reminiscing abt the past.

hmm. i dun know yea...
everytime that song plays
i feel as though.... argh.
jus that sumhow i feel that
the llyrics touched my heart.
as in it meant so much to me.

yea finally saw the sun today
has been raining the past few days
but yet
who knows that my heart
has been cloudy for a long long time.


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SCREaM

looking back.

i`ve made a wish ;
11:17 PM

hmmm went cycing with ck n jy last night
cycled all the way to pasir ris
went around carpark la.
saw so many free shows.
yeap stop so many times....
cos ck leg cramp
LOL

hmmm this aftnoon
daniel came with his bike
drove me to parkway to have poool
then he went for work n i sat at a void deck to wait for my frens
hmmm then went to bbq!
yeaps. enjoyable.
haha so farnie
there was this girl from the other pit who wants my no.
make me damn pai seh
LOL.

yeap. so so tired right now.

ohh yea. went to the playground at pssir ris park
the msg that i wrote fer u was still there
"if there was ever this day
that you'll appear here
i'll jus wanna let u know
i love u."

kinda lame i know.
but i jus dun know why
the momment i see that its still there
there was this feelin that made me smile.
then it made me frown
then those thoughs kept rushing in again.
hmmm. yea it shows only one think

that all along.
hmmm....

gosh.
fallin into another state of depression ?

wake me up pls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i`ve made a wish ;
11:46 PM

hmmm woke up at 5 plus.
took the first bus n first train i guessed
all the way to arbourfront
thank god i wasnt late.
hehes. reaached there...
met my group n we went to assemble
got kinda breakkie there for us...

hmm however.. it rained when we reached tehre
so being road marshals.
we stoood in the rain for an hour pls.
though was freezin
but im glad that at least i did sumthing for the cancer society.
=)

yeap not to froget.
those warm smiles from the sunners n the kids
rreallly warm my heart a lil.
haha. =)

yeap aft that went back to harbourfront to eat...
then went ps to walk around
then everyone was so so tired
then we went home

n i cant belive i stayed home for the rest
of the day.
man. bored.

hmmm..
i jus layed on my bed whole day
n thoughts rushed in
so so many things yea
they made me smiel to myself
they also made me frown.
what does it means?
haiz


s.t.i.l.l. f.a.n.t.a.s.y.
s.t.i.l.l. u.

i`ve made a wish ;
11:43 AM

hmm to meet my two managers for breakie
then went to office to have our pics taken
heard its gonna get featured in company magazine
think its the compliment for cust service thing
so honored.
lolz.

hmmm. yea rained rain...
freezing like hell....
drank hot coffe n tea for the whole day basically.
hmmm. yeaps.

met suwei aft work
went to eat some snacks at mac
then walked her home

jus abt that...

suddenly im so pissed la.
wtf.
if im gonna b late for the terry fox thing or what
im not gonna care.
i suddenly feel so let out la
argh...
whatever man
doesnt really matter if i cant make it
since u all sure can make it what


i dun know la.
fuck it man.

arggghhh...

down. down.
deep down.




i need an answer.
for my heart,

i`ve made a wish ;
12:56 AM

hmmm. went back tp today
to collect the terry fox tee.
kinda coool. haha. everyone wearin same shirt
lolz. anyway sundya will eb a long day
cos the day will start very early.
hope we have fun guys!

met yong for pool
then yuan came join us
then went to mahjong. lost 12$
gosh. then went to tm arcade...
dinnner. then went yong house take cds
then went home

tml early morning have to report at head office
heard they wanted me for photo thingy
think its for advertisement?
LOL GARYS GONNA BE A MODEl
WAHAHAHHAHA!

ok fne im dreamin.lol.
yeap. callin pple for chalet thingy too

ur voice.

hmmm.
is it true that
never fall too deeply in love
cos u'll nvr be able to climb up ever again
is that ttrue ?
haiz.

what the hell am i doing.
complex!

i`ve made a wish ;
12:32 AM

hmmm. wah... worked the whole day
stock day. so so many shoes
i see shoes till i feel sick already.
haiz. so weird.
feeling nauseous n giddy
wonder why also.

argh. not much to say

results sucks

i`ve made a wish ;
11:01 AM

hmmm ytd went to poool with jing yong early in the morning
then went to bugis lar...
then suwei was workin so we tried to find her
then acc her for her lunch

then me n suwei went for movie aft work
ask yong along but he inistsed no
and thus he called me a psk.
no choice but to acc yong back to tamp
then i came bugis alone

yeap yeap. went to watch little man
hilariuos manz.
LOL.
hmmm aft that for no apprarent reason
we walked home
all the way from bugis to bedok.
gosh went pass geylang n had supper there
haha then continued our journey
longest walk ever man.
legs are tired...
new record though
haha.

yeap. have to work today....
alamak... stock day again. haiz.

saw a horo that was damn true:
you have a strong relationship,
that will not last
but,
the memories will last forever.

no choice but to belive huh ?
haiz.

i`ve made a wish ;
9:43 AM

hmmm sian.
spent alot today.
cos i went suntec to get my swatch.
its hard to decide between the blue n orange
and i finally settled for the blue
LOL 86 bucks
finally i own a swatch

then went to kenny roger
basically me n yuan jus slacked around
then went to play bball with guo bin ambrose all their gang
hmm. yea super duper tired right now

feelin so down la huh
dun feel good
cos one by one all my frens start to smoke
darn those smokers.
u wanna smoke.?
u smoke alone. dun influence pple.
wheres our promise
nvr to touch cigarettes?
where have u thrown eveyrthing to....
gosh kinda piss la.

hmmm....
eveyhting changed alot.
totally.

haiz....

images'
flashed;
in'
my'
mind

i`ve made a wish ;
11:28 PM

FINALLY.
end of the five day workin streak.
tml finally a rest. FINAlly.
yea today has been rather a good day
almost got a cust feedback formbut well. though i din get
its the tot that counts.
i feel so appreciated.

tml off!!!
think daniel askin me out tml
but well since the roads are closed
gues no bike to ride tml.
haha.

hm.
i want to shop
i wanna get rid offf silly thoughts
i wann play bball
i wann strain my body n slp.

sometimes i reallly wanna a deep slp.
sometimes i really wish to have a slp
that i will never have to wake up.
its jus that sudden impulse.
its jus that darn momment
when i feel so down
n im jus ittin right here
all alone. feelin so hurt
so confsued
so frsutrated. n the only way to end all these
perharps is jus to fall aslp
n NVR wake up.

pastmemoriesdreamshopes
all dashed ?

i`ve made a wish ;
12:15 AM

hmmm.. jus reached home
went to costa sands aft work
to my cousin's chalet. LOL.
HAPYYY BIRTAHDAY!
kinda gathering there for all we kuzzins.
so fun lar huh.
din know they gave her a surprise gift so i jus chipped in
n sorry gys cant stay there
haha tml workin nex time yea.
miss ya guys so much.

n YAR
there was this ANG MOH.
who shouted at me FOR NO APPARENT reason.
damn u yea.
i still said sorry to u
when i nvr do anything
gosh. u've make me wanna slap u
u know ?

thats abt that.
tml is another workin day.
hmmm.

i saw myyseelf in my dreams
then i saw u right beside me.
i woke up.
i whispered under my breathe.
u're still on my mind
i still cant forget u.

you. yes. you.

i`ve made a wish ;
12:53 AM

argh. damn.
feeelin so fucked up.
was tryin to help.
but i landed my fren in shit.
so much for helping

i think i landed myself in shit too
arghhhh

maybe i m jus pissed yea
worked for so many days
argh damn. whatever la.


yeap. went home with daniel
he shared with m so much of his thoughts
he told me if i have a dream
then i must work for it

however. if the dream is driftin n leavin me.
there's no point anymore.

argh
dun know lar
im like so tired n so pissed ok

damn.

i`ve made a wish ;
11:58 PM

whoosh i guessed i was gone for a long time
ok tuesday was my day off
went to the zoo with suwei
LOL so many animals la...
especially the fragile forest
the butterfly landed on my hand. so nice.
hehe aft that went to orchard.
watched snakes on a plane with her.
dined at suki shusi.

not forgettin yuan n maggie came along
to catch the movie with us
then four of us + luo
went to bedok simpang for supper
haha what a long day
but i enjoyed myself i guessed

yea wokred today.
suwei came to acc for dinner.
n for supper too
so nice of her
thanks yea! =)

wahhaahz. yeap.gonna be more work
all the way to sunday

yawns. im really tired.

i live in contradictions.

i`ve made a wish ;
12:46 AM

hmmm. well. worked ytd.
came home late so didnt blog
haha basically su wei was workin at MPh
so she accompanied me for my lunch n dinner
n aft work she waited for me n we went for supper
haha not to forget she made a card for me
thanks leh.
haha

hmm. today went to cut hair.
feel much cooler now.
then went for pool.
played quite well ?
LOL.
then went to bugis. sim lim.
found nothing that we wanted
so walked to cathay. new shoppin mall
quite deserted cos alot shops haven open
hmm then walk to ps, orchard
bought a tee at flesh imp
n oh yar.
i made up my mind
i might not be buyin PSP anymore
i might buy a swatch that i fell in love with
OMG, so excited. its gorgeous

hahaz. thats abt tt
tml another off day
wonder what i can do ?
nno programs yet.


thoughts. memories.
shooo.
haiz

i`ve made a wish ;
10:51 PM

hmmm. well. so tired now.
ytd morning went bolwing with 4b bros.
haha manged to get a high record of 149.
haha aftnoon met classmates to K box.

left at 4 plus to meet yong n ck at harbourfront
for the tp' smasqued thing
kinda fun lar.
good food. good movies goood atmosphere
haha

yea. today woke damn early for the bball 3 on 3
haiz. lost the first match by 3 points
n we jus pon the nexxt two fixture
kinda unsportsman huh?
but well. everyone wasnt in the mood to play aft the first loss
suc a close match
anyway can only say we played badly.
or rather i played badly ba
sorry guys. haiz.

lost the match but im not that sad
cos nothing can be sadder
than the day i lost u.
i wonder why
but this very momment
u appeared in my mind
as i reclaeed how u used to cheer me on
how u used to care for me
perharps i din appreciate in the past
perharps everything has been too tired
thats why u went away.

wonder why am i getting so emotional again
jus feel that nothign right coes outtaa my life.
sad yea.

forget it.
haiz.
if u nv left.
perhaprs we would be happier than anyone
everyone.

dreams.
thoughts

i sucked at everything.

think i better go slp before
im gonna flare up

i dun like that very stare from ur eyes
from ur frens.
n i dun like it.
when pple tok behind me.
when pple suddenly stare at me
i hope i was jus being too sensitive
but.
i hate stares.
i REAlly do.

i`ve made a wish ;
4:26 PM

woosh. early in the morning
i woke up as a lonely boy
mum's out, sis's work, dad's work
n i m awaken by mums naggin to remind me to
lock the door when i go out

hmmm kinda bored now.
but well. hve to meet bros at 10
hmmm
2kelly.
im reallly sorry okae
i said aft exams catch up with ya
but im still like busy
so sorry.

2 yong
hey.
since she made it sound this way
i thinku should try to move on
its diff i know
im tryin real hard too.
but well. hmmmm

2 yuan.
jia you la nabei.! LOL

haiz. boring.....

thedayuwentaway

i`ve made a wish ;
9:37 AM

hmm. well well.
exams are over.
no matter how badly i screwed the papers
wait till i get back the papers then say
now is the time for relaxation

awhhahahaha
went back dunman today
seen most of the the teachers
haha. met up with old frens
my brothers. wahahahz


aft that the whole grp went to eat lunch at tm
then we went for movie
the devil wears prada
not really a nice show =(
haha. guess thats abt that

for tml. my schdule's planned
in the morning i'll be joioing derek
to bowl at safra
aft that will be going with classmates to kbox at ms
then at evening i'll be going for sentosa beach thingy

yea. tired already.
better rest.


slp.
slp
slp.

is it really hopelesss?

i`ve made a wish ;
1:10 AM

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