* WISH UPON A STAR

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well.. haven been bloggin for a few days.
tues night met up with ester
cabbed tto tiong bahru.
watched step up
nice show. nice story nice ending
if only my life have such a wonderful ending.

last night met cousins at abt 7pm
sorry guys i was super late
went on to cityhall to mett another kuzzin
went to suntec for k box
all the way till 11 plus
omg. had so much fun
voice sore aft all those singing
omg. so tired now
thank god sch starts only at 4 today
n im at my frens house

haiz.
cos the hardest part of this
is leavin the past behind.

i`ve made a wish ;
12:28 PM

well well. lecture at 9.
i set alarm at 715.
but i shut it down
mum woke me at 830. i continued to slp
until frens called me at 9 then i woke up
anyway reached there at almost ten.
din really pay attention

skipped cell Bio lec. went for billard
came back for csas
ok. there was this bloody guy
called me 30 times
30 misseed call. during my tut
so i had to rush out of the room to check who it was
but whoever it is.
it aint funnny to play aprank
u jus watch out
i dun care who u are
even u have a backing or something
jus bring it on la
u piised me off.
real badly.
be a man

argh.
yea. thats abt all
been in the rain
ratehr sick.

nights.

i walk alone.

i`ve made a wish ;
11:38 PM

alright. woke up at 11am
finished up lab report
feels so nice to be off on sunday

went to meet my cousins at marina bay
went to eunos mrt. atm's down
so i travelled down marina
hoping there'll be a atm
however.....
so i trained down to raflles
search for a atm
and trained down to marina again

first thing when i saw them
"why din u bring her here"
i was posted with this question
aft all they still rmb u huh

anyway went bowling.
i was the top in table LOL
not long aft. arcaded around, went for steamboat
i could have saed
its been a long time since we gathered
aft that arcded even more
took a few pictures. and the girls left
so the remaining four of us
cabbed to paradiz center and pooled
i dun know why
but they happened to open that very table we played
maybe one year back.
and they even pointed out u were there with me
some time ago.

trained home aft that.

it jus brought a wave of nostalgia into me
it jus made me realised so many many things
such a long long way back
i could even rmb those small details
and the pictures came into my mind
as though as it was real
so much so i wanted to jus capture everyting
but. those were memories left.
so much i wanted to say to you.
so much i wanted to tell.
haiz.

i jus feelin so darn depreessed
so darn down.
no, if u think what im feelin is so bad
its not. its 100 times worse
u could nvr imgaine the pain.

i`ve made a wish ;
12:59 AM

wad a long day.
big crowds.

there was the girl
who passed me her number.
lol. alright shant comment any more

went to TPY early morning
was grandma's death anii
so off i went.
into the kitchen to help out mum
i cut mushrooms,
washed fruits.
fry vegetables.
n hey. my culinary skills improved
u hear that? LOL

alright. cabbed to pp aft that
worked worked worked
thank god i had mum's delciiuos dishes with me
LOL.

aft work met with yuan n yong
dined at 85
i ordered stingray n sotong
bu they nvr arrived
so nvm.

quite a busy day yea.
spend quite some time in storeroom orderin stock
then my colleague says there were two girls
searhin for me
then i manage to figure out only now.

slp slp slp
tml's off day.
cousin's day!
mine, i miss them LOL

i knew it was you.
but. so ?

so near yet so far.

if u look up into the night sky.
if u found the moon
who will u think of?

i`ve made a wish ;
1:37 AM

ok. busy day today uh.
slpt at aroun 2am
woke at around 6am
went to sch at 8am
basically i had two quizzes
but i think i can scrape both thru

went to billard with my classmates aft that
for two hours before travellin back to sch
say lekka boi on the way back

went or another 2 hours lecture
schh's officailly ends
met with with ck n yong
slacked around before going audi2
for tp's very own talent quest
haha the contestnat i vted for won!
she sang damn nice la huh.

aft that went to 85 to eat
wasnt in a good mood
so i suggested to drink
n sad to say. i almost vommited

anyway
i think there are some conflicts
if i did offend anyone
i apologise.
from here i can conclude
beer does cause alot problem
shall cut down on that

have a hpi quiz nex tues
better get prepared for it
sat tml. work
=(

i wish to know
im tired of guessin
but..

i`ve made a wish ;
12:33 AM

typical sch day.
had a four hour break
wondered around in sch

met guo bin n yuan aft sch
went mahjong. till 11 plus
totally exhautsed
but i have 2 quiz tml

gary. its time to pick urself up.
dont be sucha fool anymore.
the world nvr stop revolvin
why must u let urs stop.
be a man.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH

im feelin so hurt suddenly.
feel so sour.
feelin so bad.
im feelin terrible.

nvm.

finally. i begin to catch a glimpse of everything
the picture i saw of myself
was nht but a reflection in the mirror

its jus me, myself and I

well. blog's entry reachin 365 soon
think its time i close it down.

im in a terrible mood

stay away.

i`ve made a wish ;
1:25 AM

i dun know why.
but i always miss the bus number 8 =(
alright. sch wasnt that bad.
scraped thru basic miro lab.
pulled thru human anatonmy n immunology's quiz
n lastly, maths tutorial

everything ended at 3 plus.
n there was a lecture at 6
human instinct. skip it
so off i went home..
online. and slpt.
all i left my com on
left my messenger online
for abt four hours.
woke up with 5 missed calls and 2 sms
gosh i was real pig

but. i think i neeed to browse thru
water tech n cell bio notes now
so much tings! 2 more quiz on fri
omg. i still have a lab report
still have com skill proj
psychology proj. n i need to work!
AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


lekka turtle. when are u going to ask me out?
you asshole. always organise gatehrins
on the days im busy.
wah. im sick of poly life suddenly.
or rather i sick of my life la

im jus always so busy u know

if only i knew everythin
right from the start

.all the things she said.
.running thru my head.

i`ve made a wish ;
11:16 PM

wahhhhh i hve a important quiz tml..
i haven even finish my notes reading.
aiya. im tired already la

jus had my haircut
=) i guessed its not that short
anyway. i really have to go n study now
else i die tml.

i want that white chocolate =(
change it with me ?

haiz. sat's is grandma's deatn ani
but mum forgot to tell me
so i dun think i can get a off
but only thing i can do
is wake up early. go to TPy
give my offerin n cab for work

.how i wished it was me.

i`ve made a wish ;
11:55 PM

woooooshhhh. what a sleepy day.
lecture for the whole day
was damn slpy man i tell u
yeap. settled for a com skill topic :Spiders
hope we can perform yea
finally fers time

i managed to get a seat for psy lecture
though the lec was abit dry.
aft that went to mensa with ck. jy, jy n wl
dined there then went to bedok sports hall
wanted to book a bball court but it was full

in the end we ended up at my house there
using newspaper to dry the court
sper duper tired

this is so gonna be a tiring week
i swear i'll die of fatigue

somehow. i feel so happy.
at least my effort wasnt gone to waste
at least there was smiles on urs n her faces
i felt as though i broken a ice berg !
yeap. =) i wasnt biased or what alright
but im really glad u really think abt what i saed to u

wahahahaz.!
u know what
i have 3 quizzzes on fri.
one tml, two on thrus
and im two quizzes behind for PSy.
omg! sumone
n now! theres a psy proj + a com skill Presentation
n i gotta work!
OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!

. pink dolphin.
do u?

i`ve made a wish ;
10:47 PM

wahhhh... chirstmas coming.
alll shoppers are "Crazy"
so busy at work.

at work tested on the puma new arrivals.
bought one 60$
wahhahahahahaa

nice nice?

alrights
the nex week is gonna be a busy one =(


u got me damn pissed
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!
why do the one i care
doesnt care
yet the one i dun care.
cares?
aahhhhh!


perharps u din know
how u froze me to death
by ur coldness.
it did.

i`ve made a wish ;
12:13 AM

well typical work day
kelly visited me. to collect derek's present
then acc me for lunch
thats abt that

oh yar there was this cute lil child
who wanted a red puch
so his mum asked if the pouch came in red clour.
and i told her know.
the boy then looked at me innocently
and asked me : "Red?"
haha i shook my head n smiled to him no
then suddennly he said
why ur shirt got red colour i dun have?
LOL. omg. i was shocked.
but he's darn charming with his smile
LOL

i totally worn out now.

all along, i was in a merry go round
now i've reached the point where i started
i could promise. nothing has changed.
what abt you ?
girl. u jus need to know.
i love you
you, yes you

i`ve made a wish ;
12:23 AM

sentosa.!

my long -lost fren.
trying out ervything in RSH -TM
nice card? im the main artist =)

i want alfredd..... LOL

alirght. all the pics.

=)

i`ve made a wish ;
11:50 PM

argh jus did the psy quiz. 9/10.
damn why cant i get full marks.
both quizzes are like that. damn.
nvm. anyway finally rushed thru the whole lab report
n felt so releived hadin it up
phew.

aft class went ya kun with alden huiyi mei ping n amber
sat there and drank coffe and talked.
yuan called. acc him to have his dinner break
sat daniel on the way
he came up to join us..
so we jus sat n watch him eat
then walked around... before making my way home
reached home...
grabbed my basketball. n went down
time to do some work out
for applied science sports week
im in a team!cant blieve it

but my body's been weak ar...
so basically i spent most of the time
sitting down there alone.
facind the wind, the court.
and watchin pple play.
so lonely all of a sudden
so many thoughts though.

yea thats abt it.
maybe kyle's right.
i ought to do something
but yet im jus a coward

why do i missed u so
even though i nvr saw u.

i`ve made a wish ;
10:28 PM

hmm. was pretty exhausted ytd.
went to sch at 930 to finish up report.
din finish. so stayed back aft tut too
left com lab at 2. i was all alone =(

slacked for abt 10 min.
travelled down to dhougby ghourt.
met with pei ling n yong
bought tickets for 325pm casino royale.
i was damn hungry then
but i din realise it was 315
thus...
i wlked into a japnaese restaurnt.....
pai seh! cant leave without eating.
what to do ? grab a few shushis n slurped them down
lol. alright not a bad movie aft all.

pei ling left aft that
then i went to paradiz centre
pooled... arcade..
walked back to ps.
dined at cartel. nice passion cooler they have there

so much things i have left undone.
lab reports. tutorials. projcts. quizzes
drivning me nuts.

oh yar have to apologise for the bad attitude yea
i guessed its my fault.

based on psyhology.
long term memroy has a big capacity
with unlimited limits.
but. i dun wanna live in jus memories.

i`ve made a wish ;
7:30 AM

ahhhh hate msn. was down ytd!
ytd was very very busy yea.
started off at 9am.
schoolled all the way to 4pm.
workshop at 6. ended at nine

omg i was worn out already.
thank god today lessons' for an hour only.
hahaha. but i still got to finish reports
damn. sickening.

suddenly have the impulse to quit my job
told my mum abt it last night
but i started thinkin.
after quittin, i wun be able to fforf my current lifestyle
LOL. but workin n studyin
is damn no life.
hmm well....

gonna get to sch now..

when everyhing we used to do keeps rushin in
what could i do to stop?
i guessed everything doesnt matters anymore.
am i right ?

i`ve made a wish ;
8:50 AM

alrights. hate the bus service number 8
cos i always get late
was at the bus stop at 1130
a bu came at 1140. packed
i wanted for the nex one 1200
i have a tut at 1200
i managed to reaach at 1225. without a warnin letter
how sweet is the tutor. WAHahah
!

alright first pop quiz. conquered!
went on to do lab reports.
its oh my god tiring.
scraped thru all the way till 7

met yong went to central for dinner
walked around and went home.
slpt on the bus.
reached home. called jian zhi. went for bball
so long since i exercise LOL.
i wasnt that good anymore.
yeap yeap.

everything's out.of.reach.

i`ve made a wish ;
11:55 PM

2nd post....
The Bottom Line
You are subconsciously leaking out your inner thoughts -- and they may be misread

In Detail
Some of your inner thoughts are leaking out into your actions right now, and you're probably not realizing it.Take a close look at what you're doing and whom you're avoiding, and you'll soon see how you can prevent anyone from getting the wrong idea about you. Face up to what you've been putting off.

hm sounds true? but no really.
argh. gota read up for tutorial quiz tml.

whats holding the plane man....


suddenly.
i felt so speechless
a lil bit of hurt
a lil bit of anger,
bt i know i shoudnt
cos im silly enough already

down.
haiz

i`ve made a wish ;
12:34 AM

hmm what a day!
i started a day by skipping two hours lec =X
haha met yong for breakkie
but ended up at ya kun lim kopi
went to arcade then.
i really shocked.

i lost him in a race
i lost him in tht stupid gun game
arghhh! =(
not my day.. lol

alright back to sch for lecs.
had a lot to catch up...
cos i was sick last week
missed so many things
yea. scareped thru tuts n stuff

went for psy lec. its always so packed.
damn =( arghhhh
i was asked to ans. cos i wore orange
and i gave all wrong ans.
so pai seh =(

met up with proj grp peeps outside lib
settled our disccusion n stuffs
home sweet home.
not long aft. alvin called me.
so i met derek at safra for pool
passed alvin his puma jacket
home sweet home for the 2nd time

oh yea! sis coming back tonight
all my clothes
wahahahhaha!!!!

sometimes i dun knoe why
pple do weird weird things
n its more super weird
i have no idea who they are
but. its kinda irritating
cos its rackin my brains
but aint defeated =(

but turn one round.
perhaprs i was the weird one who wrote weird things
alright..
haiz.. i wanted to say so much
but i guesss i shouldnt.
not anymore
psychology-memory work.
short term
long term
its gonan be long term.
for sure.

i`ve made a wish ;
11:17 PM

yay! fianlly can removed the strip of
panadols extra from my bag
cos im fully recovered =)

work work work.
super boring
im startin to miss the family days i used to have
when i see familys shoppin together =(
n i hating dinners alone
its just so patheitic.

anyway. sis msged me from thailand
she saed she bought losta stuffs
mainly for me of cos =))
wahhahahaa. gonna pick her up tml i think

super duper hungry now
gonna dig for food.
more food pls!

gotta run.
=)

the once bak chor mee man was gone.
n so were you..

i`ve made a wish ;
11:39 PM

woosh. woke up. finally. fever's gone
=)) able to convince mum that i coupld report for work.
well it raineed heavily though.
if only i could stay home n slp.
wahahha

there was this ang moh. n his son
his son is jus so adorable.
kept smiling at me... cheeky smile
lol. and aft he left.
he turned around, gave a sweet smile
n said a big thank you
so so touched.
no hes jus so adorable.
lOL.

derek alvin n heru came to find me
acc me for my dinner
they still remain so crapppy la
made me laughed like hell
LOL.
brothers...
lol...

alrights. time to slp.
cos i feel the headache again
damn. =(

how u hated tomatoes.....

i`ve made a wish ;
12:13 AM

wah lao. im still sick. very very sick
last night was a torture
i was shivering with cold. yet
my body is burining in heat
the fever came back during midnight
no choice. popped another panadol EXTRA

woke up. felt damn bad.
din went to sch. skipped 4 hrs of lec
slpt till my fill
but. there was am important lec at 2
however. fever was still burning
gulped another panadol EXTRA
went to sch. thank god i pulled thru

aft sch went to ya kun with classmates
had a drink. but fever came back.
so i left fers

yeap. i was such an interesting bus ride home
i see couples sweettly in love.
yet there are couples in heated arguements
made me feel contradicted
as in what should i be feeling?
lucky ? or envy ?

anyway reached home. fever burning close to 38
i took a nap.
mum asked me to go to the docs but i din wan
felt at least better now.
bt the fever's still on =(((

super duper sick
cant even take a deep breathe
it takes so much energy

minced meat noodles we used to eat....

i`ve made a wish ;
6:54 PM

alright woke up from last night's sickness
felt alright so i went to sch
lab was pretty boring.
mangaed to pull it thru cellb tut
before i was shiverin in cold
yet burning with fever

12-4 there was a break
i rushed home. grabbed two panadols
went to slp till 3 before i went to sch again
was pretty much okae.
had my FIRST meal of the day at jupiter cafe

at 6 met with yong,
went to meet yuan. went to raffles
found our ex manager.
helped him with stuffs at raffles outlet.
walked to lau pa sat to dine
fever came back. bought one whole strip of panadol EXTRA
gulped two down.

god. pls go away fever.
anyway sorry guys
i lead the wrong way everytime =)
LOL.

arghhh i bettter catch some slp
before the fever sets in again.

is it a great thing to be sick ?
it depends on ur perspective

jus like the tui hou MV
the last line
everything might be too late.

well. time to slp.
haiz.
u know what.
i miss you.
but...
nth i can do.

slp slp slp.

i`ve made a wish ;
12:20 AM

argh. im not exagerating.
but the headache's splittin my head into 2
nvm. slurped down two panadols
seems liek antibodies in my blood isnt workin
my immune system isnt strong.

think im too into human immnuology
stupid sub. most diff.
sch started at 2. not bad huh.
ended at 4.
what hell
but im such a good boy
i waited till 6 to attend a lec.

anyway. mensa's crab soup sucks =(

ahhh i wannaz slp le.
i dun care....
my head...
ahhhhhh


everything is sosososososososo not within my reach.
esp. u

i`ve made a wish ;
11:25 PM

wahhh i m super duper tired lar.!
almost late for HPI lab.
well. lab was good except
there's a need for a formal report

4 hours break aft that.
went to safra with classmates
played billard. but tom was there
so i pooled with him
he treated me though
and i learned alot from him =)

returned to sch for HPi. then psy tut
formed our grps already
hope we can do our proj happily.
was supposed to go for water tec lec
but the bloody lt was full
so went for bbt then home.

super tired. feelll aslp once i got home
woke at 10. dined. bathed.
and now im sleepy again.

yawn~
all along, my hypothesis was wrong.
all along.

slp slp slp . =)

i`ve made a wish ;
11:39 PM

alrights. have been rather busy lately.
hate mondays, cos its aft sunday
which means the day aft work day
its so tired la huh.

yea. for today, jus reached home though
aft sch went to tm with classmates
sat down at hiagen diaz for ice cream
then went to ya kun for coffe
sit there gossipin la huh.
lol. aft that went to meet yuan yong
we travelled all the way to orchard
dined at ding tai feng
opps forgot to blog
BUT ITS JING YONG's bday
so me n yuan treated him to the 60++ meal
went for billard at cine
n i travelled all the way to mac
to tutor chemistry. up tp 1230am
n here i m now. exhausted.

tml's gonna be a long day

somehow itold myself i've decided.
cos i nv wanna let history repeat itself
we may not always get what we preffered
but its always better than forcing myself to accept.

perharps thats jus my dumb philosophy.
dumb yea.
how stupid i am.

alright. i love the mirror
so i can speak to myself.
.lunatic.

i`ve made a wish ;
1:15 AM

alrights. have been rather busy lately.
hate mondays, cos its aft sunday
which means the day aft work day
its so tired la huh.

yea. for today, jus reached home though
aft sch went to tm with classmates
sat down at hiagen diaz for ice cream
then went to ya kun for coffe
sit there gossipin la huh.
lol. aft that went to meet yuan yong
we travelled all the way to orchard
dined at ding tai feng
opps forgot to blog
BUT ITS JING YONG's bday
so me n yuan treated him to the 60++ meal
went for billard at cine
n i travelled all the way to mac
to tutor chemistry. up tp 1230am
n here i m now. exhausted.

tml's gonna be a long day

somehow itold myself i've decided.
cos i nv wanna let history repeat itself
we may not always get what we preffered
but its always better than forcing myself to accept.

perharps thats jus my dumb philosophy.
dumb yea.
how stupid i am.

alright. i love the mirror
so i can speak to myself.
.lunatic.

i`ve made a wish ;
1:15 AM

alright. my day wasnt that bad
at least it got better
work wasnt that bad.
cos time passed real fast.
coffe really works boy.

smile is the key
haha greeted by so many kid's smile
but.
there was one who refused to say bye to me
LOL ccute la huh

alright. pretty much of a day
but studies wise
i m laggin all the way back.

alrights. time to slp =)

.after all i guessed i m only a fren.

i`ve made a wish ;
11:47 PM

EVERYTHING'S JUST NOT IN MY WAY TODAY
OR RATHER, EVERYTHIN'S IN MY WAY

IM IN A ULTRA FOUL MOOD
IM CERTAINLY SURE

ARGH.

WHAETVER.

i`ve made a wish ;
10:47 PM

arghhhh what the hell.
i totally pissed. what a day

first. BMIC lab
i hate microscopes
cos i nvr see anything from it
argh damn.. sucks la

2nd. KFC
they din fail to give me
wrong orders eevrytime

3rd
im pissed
fucking pissed


yea hell. found out tml i have a free day
i dun even need to go sch at all
damn lar.
if i knew i would have went to work
at least it kills time

alrights nvm.

sometimes i rally felt like a fool.
argh whatever man.
why do i care so much
when no one even cares
fuck it man.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i`ve made a wish ;
10:24 PM

* M E

gary
Duman / TP
21 JUNE oneNINEeightyNINE

* L O V E S

yOu
yes
YOU.

* W I S H E S

yOu
yes
YOU.

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