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ahhhhh i feellllllll sick.
thats nt the worst thing.
worst thing is. i haven finish studyin
omg i tell u all
im gonnna die... reallly...
but.. im not gonna let it happen ! =)

well.. finally something reat happend to me
aft so so long.
thanks. u've light up my world.
n i hope i can do the same for u!

i`ve made a wish ;
12:32 AM

hmm. why do u seem so nonchalant.
or was i expecting more.

i thought we were almost there
but. now. am i still in the picture?

hope im jus sickkkk... n thinkin too much

i`ve made a wish ;
1:35 AM

haiz. why does maths always come in my way
i thought i was well prepared
i wanted to be confident
yet i think i was far too complacent
i got that bloody question right
but i thought it was wrong
i din continue to do it
i lost 20 marks. shit!

woke up today with a painful throat.
with running nose. and now
i feel so feverish and weak
even though i already taken 2 panadols
haiz. i must not be defeated
i want to hit my 3
i dun care

no.. i cant slp.
i have to study.

i`ve made a wish ;
12:16 AM

well. woke up quite late today.
callled yong. met him at parkway.
alden jjoined us. so we poooled.
ate at hawker. walked to east coast
walked into coffee bean
and we mugged there.
kinda went there to reinforce my maths la
learnt quite alot already.

snakced at subway. sandwich.
then all the way home.
reached home... dan called me
went down to mac again
practised 2 way anova. profile plot.
mastered it. =)

2 hr paper tml.
seems short. but i must NOT rush
I MUST NOT key in wrong value into calculator
a promise i set for myself.
at least a 3. hit in gary.

ohh yar. beeen with cousins lately.
we had a small army talk.
somehow. i feel to sign on with air force
seems like a big big decision.
but i think i have to start thinkin of future
cos i wan a good future.

yeap. so much for my thoughts.
i need a run badly.
destress? maybe.
so much things piling up
what if i cant hold on anymore ?

will u jus stay.'
and be with me ?

i`ve made a wish ;
11:23 PM

well.. been rather busy these few days.
its new year... we get to eat.
we get to visit our relatives
not to forget
i had to visit my boooks.

to think that i actually spent 9 hrs
sitting in mac to mug for the whole day
haha thanks for ya company.
its appreciated. =)

whats holding me back?
damn!

i`ve made a wish ;
10:48 PM

alright.slpt at 2 plus 3 last night
woke up at ten.
jined family for meal at mac
before sis bf drive us to granddad.
many of my cousins were already there
and they are all playing blackjack.
so i joined it lar. lol
kinda cool huh.
haven been going back to see granddad for a long time

aft that went to my big uncle house
basicallly i was jus sitting down there
so lonely and bored
but nvrtheless
food n snacks saved me.

went home aft that
was suposed to mahjong with frens
but it was cancellled
so i slpt from 5 plus to 8 plus i think
and when i woke i jus ate like a pig.

now. i officialy proclaim
i finished my maths stats topic 2.
time to move to topic 3 now.

damn i jus miss u so terribly know
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i`ve made a wish ;
12:05 AM

happy cny eve!
gotta go for work soon.
haiz. what a day/
i woke up feelin real shitty

i dun wan history to repeat itelf.
why do i expect so much
when i dun even have the right to

i reallly wished i could hold ur hand
really hope to make u my girl
but. pardon me.
perharps i aint ready
perharps i need to walk out of this gloomy shadow.

and then theres semesttral exam.
i guess i shouldnt talk abt this now
i guess so.
but somehow its jus botherin within me

haiz. i dun know lar...........................
what the hell am i saying................
ah....................

maybe i should just die away.

i`ve made a wish ;
9:22 AM

jus reached home not long ago.
went to tm seoul garden with the myres
Myre A myre K myre D
it seemed as though it was the last meal.
as classsmates
true enough. we did went rhru thick and thin
one year has past so fast.
all those shit we did.
all those laugthers
i so very dun wanna it to come to an end.
but time flies
however memories will always stay.

CNY coming. no more sch
that means i wun get to see u.
haiz....

i hope u are really alright ok?

i`ve made a wish ;
11:44 PM

way to go myres!
we did a great job for the water tech prac
i could see the teacher was impressed
i could see we are happy.
at least the hard work's paid off.
cheers everyone.

suddenly i feel so emo. dun know why
one year past so damn fast
we are all gonna head different ways
how am i gonna so so miss the myres thing
how am i gonna miss tenderbest meals
how am i gonna miss our hangouts
how am i gonna miss our late hangin out in sch
how am i gonna miss the times we did csas
how am i gonna miss the time we went shoppin
the times we went poooled
the times we went crazy
the times we share our prob.
its only one year.
but i think it realli bonded us together
omg. i sound like a girl.

but anw myres. lets work hard
im sure we still can meet up!

but right now.
i misss u even more tierribly.
if i ask. will u nod ?

i`ve made a wish ;
12:14 AM

wahhhh im super worn out now
but i must admit i really had a nice day
went down to ps for the epic movie.
nice nice show. farnie lar huh.

walked around cathay and ps before show started
went to carrefour and smuggled shushi
aft movie. trained to eunos.
bussed to parkway
walked to east coast park.
i had a nice walk. though tiring.

lol. reached the hawker.
but it was quite packed
so we da pao the food. and went to the beach
ate under the stars. facing the sea
only the lightin was pooor
and there are five irritating cats .
lol. otherwise it would be perfect

sent her home aft that.
can see everyone's worn out.

hey. thanks for ur gift kae.
u stayed up so late for it.
i really liked it and apprecitae it =)

you made my valentines shine

i`ve made a wish ;
12:11 AM

wahhh long long day.
woke up at 7 plus. tor eahc sch at 9
thanks arh alden. to pei me go
and ya you did real well!
lol

alright. water tecch nex. followed by bmic.
then bussed to white sands
kyle n alden bought webcams.
we lunched and bussed back for hpi.
aft that psycho presentation
was quite a breezee..

then met up for water tech proj.
and proj X. sorry ahh guys
couldnt stay and complete it all with u all
and i think i must apologise
cos i think i flared up during the proj.
i dun know why also la
maybe i was really too impatient.
sorry guys. =(

and oh yar. thanks for ur bottle.
now we have the same fone. n same bottle
wahahaha so funny.

kkae. happy valentines to all.
hope tml will be a nice nice day!

i`ve made a wish ;
10:21 PM

wah im reallly very very tired
gosh. worked for two days.
it seemed as though i'vw wrked for a week
shopppers nvr stop when they shop
and.... i feel so shorthanded

and there are those sickening customers.
but. i shall bear with them
haiz. i shouldnt have worked this weekend
theres far too much things undone.
water tech.. psycho quiz... semestral exam

wahh i hope i dun breakdown la.
actually i really cant cope with everything
at least in the past whenever i m stressed
i go for a run, play my basketball
but now!! i dun even have the time!

what the hell man.
i feeel so darn down lar.
everything that happened seem to be on the bad side
nvrtheless theres one great ting that occured to me
and thats you =)

i`ve made a wish ;
12:12 AM

ahhhhh did water tech proj
accomplished quite alot though
yea... oh yar. aint got time
have to skip the petri dish idea already

ahhh im super tired
back still straining.
pulled my leg muscle during bball jus now
ahhh tml still have to work
shit!

i dun know why i jus missed u so.

Labels: lol.

i`ve made a wish ;
11:00 PM

ahhh whats happening.. ?
all the myres. every single one of us.
we had such a bad day.
first. dan's gf was angry at him.
2nd. alden's pissed by both cds
3rd. louis was facing so much probs
4th. i was feeling so down.
5th. kyle seemed unhapppy

alright. nothing much
crazy day today
we begged mr loh n he gave us petri dishes
i've got seven
to make something for someone

i dun ever want to be easily defeated
so why am i so affected with those words
yet. i dun wana be over confident
to be exact. its been so damn long
since my heart feels so sour.
feels so pain. yet so sweet.
belive me. you are special.
will u belive me.
if i say i love u ?

well. everyone cheer up alright
tml will be a btter day! =)

so what if im not the only one?
what matters is u're the only one.

i`ve made a wish ;
6:30 AM

dun we look good? =)

dun we look like starship troopers! ? omg ! haha

som random pics =)

i`ve made a wish ;
6:48 AM

welll.... today was bmic lab test.
pretty alright i guess
but to those who din do welll cheer up
doctor.. dun broood over le la
n you too yea. smile =)

alright. hpi n maths tut
pretty breif. revised quite alot
lessons ended at 4
went to bbuubble tea with joke n doctor
before going home

reached home. changed. grabbed my ball
went down to play. then i realise
the strain in my back wasnt gone
i still cant really stretch la.
omg. pretty lonely la
alll frens busy and i played alone.

reached home... dined. acc yuan to make his valentines gift
dint help much though.
jus sat down n studied water tech n cell b
cant imgaine how busy i'll be
muggging for sem test. gosh

i meant everything i said
cos. you've reached my heart.

i`ve made a wish ;
6:17 AM

hmmm... lectured most of the day away
and then it was csas. wonder why
why must she extend the time so long.
sorry to make you wait yea.

reached home. touched up on psycho.
did one psycho online quiz
anw i found out i missed an online tut
blame who? blame me. lol.

its psycho presentation tml.
and i tink i'll do v v badly la.
arghhh....

my back's kinda recovering already
but the strain is stlll there.
n theres nth wrong with my palms anymore
im kinda hungry right now
but im kinda very lazy.
kinda tired. yet not slpy.
weird weird me.

panda love pig.

i`ve made a wish ;
12:42 AM

alright. super bad day
been so long since i experinced such a day
i woke up and realised my bac stilll hurts
aint got anychoice but to report to work

during lunch. totallly no appetite
so i bought a packet teh o
a srping roolll and went backk to store
was eating inside
suddenly the hook i was hangin my drink lost balance
the hot drink, feellll on the newpaper i was reading
and spilled all over the flloooor
no choice i jus moppped the flooor

thought everything was better at dinner
hopin to stay safe i bought canned cooofffe
BUT! i knocked the table over
it spillleed over the flooor again
n i had to mop it once more.
what a day la. super pissed

anyway i guess i really have to apologise to someone
i erally thought i could help in some ways'
but i created a mess.
i've made things go ugly
sorry dude.

ttake my hand.

i`ve made a wish ;
12:41 AM

ahhh i dun know what damn thing happned to my back
its aching whenever i sit n stand
gosh. irritating

anyway went to safari today.
reached there at 6. but told it opens at 7
so we jus da pao KFc and ate

safari was quite fun though
all the animals and stuffs
and someone so afraid of bats la! lol!
and oh ya we saw 2morrow n mo xiao ling

aft that went to lau pa sat
ate quite alot there.
sent her home. n sent myself home

pretty long day it seeemed
im tired.

yawns

how i wished i knew how u feel.
so u feel the same ?
i hope so.

i`ve made a wish ;
12:56 AM

alright woke up pretty early.
went to sch for my psycho paper
i think i kinda screwed it up already
but nvm lar... already over.
anyway i get to go out also
muahahahahaz

oh yar. i think my hair's kinda red
im afraid its not very nice man.
loook like some kind of red haired freak
lol. alright gotta run now
night safari trip now. =)

oh yar... updates on myres
alden found his path of light
i think he found his choice finally yea
lol good luck arhhh
for kyle. things areent that good
but then have confidence man
turn the tables around
'i belive u can
for dan. i think everythings the same la
always lovey dovey
always so myrical.
lol. for me. well...

finally.

i`ve made a wish ;
4:08 PM

wahahahha guess what? im dyein my hair now
lol. alright shoppin for 2 days
i spent almost 200 bucks
one lawman jeans n pol0
one levis top. one flesh imp shirt
wahahahz
now im left with the shoe

alright. sch ended so so early
so we went to eat breakfast
then proceeded to parkway for pool
before meetin with kyle n dan aft their prayers
made our way to baech road
found nothing
trained down to orchard.

walked n eat n shop n bought
n i bought a valentine's gift
haha.

tml psycho test. im muggin like helll now
n i think its night safari date tml
wonder if its still on.
shalll msg n ask later ar...

mug mug mug...

=)
mr. chocs

i`ve made a wish ;
10:31 PM

alright. sch was boring!!!!!
ended quite swiftly though.
and i realised theres so much undone
and i really need to fasten my pace.

met with derek n royston in a cab
cabbbed down to kallang stadium
heavy jam. large cab fare.
lol. manged to find heru n bryan n alvin
all along with their darlings la.
haha then watched the mtach together

alright thailand are so unsportsman
shouls have disqualified them

aft that left with derek roy nme
we trained down to bedok inter
ate our dinner and went home
lol. super tired now.
tml theres still lab test and also
water tech ahh.

alright i was told im too impatient
was told im too confident.
yeap. i guesss so.
i wanna climb the ladder slow.
and not rush to the top
so if i fall. i wun be that hard
but until that day
will u take my hand ?


i hope. i can manage to finihs everything
im super tired

i`ve made a wish ;
12:20 AM

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