jus back from work. super tired
cos im missing someone whole day
ok ytd went to parkway
poooled... ate katong laksa
and then it rained.
so we shopped at pp.
n love bought her shoes.
haha. then we went to k box
then there was this auntie ar
nvm im tooo lazy to comment on her.
aft that we da pao foood and ate at east coast
kinda pouredd out hearts out.
i've told her every single thing.
and i seriuosly meant what i say.
hmm now you leave for camp le
im so worried bought u n missing you.
haiyo. how to survive...
lol. nvrthe less. enjoy urself kae =)
i`ve made a wish ;
12:03 AM
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
okkkk! just reached home! home sweeet home.
alright, met "xiao qin" this morning
paasssed her the sandal then we went gulab
bought sandal for my mum then brought home
sorry arhh made u travel round n round.
yeap. then we went tamp for seoul garden
then to collect my sis bday gift
im quite impressed though
ahhhh yong forgot to lend me the blazer.
omg.
ok.. then we busssed to vivo.
watch beanny bean, farnie ahh
enjoyed the show.
actuallly we deicded to go mount faber
but it was super dark spoooky
plus. i dun really know the way there
so we busssed to eat beancurd
before we went home.
im kinda tired right now le.
tml still have to jog at 8
but its another fun-packed day i hope.
hold on to my arms.
and i'll hold on to yours =)
i`ve made a wish ;
11:29 PM
alright i wonder why i was super tired! lol
woke up at 630 ytd
went to acc my love to sch.
and it rained heavily halfway.
dun worry alright
it wasnt any trouble.
not at all.
worked the rest of the day away
at RSH gulab. stupid la
the customers i think les than 50 pple
n i arranged all the shoes in the shop
u can see how bored i am yea ?
reached home. ate n watched tv
n i slpt on te sofa.
so i went to bath at 9 plus.
and slpt till this morning
wahhhh still feel like slpin now. =(
sometimes silly thoughts jus enter my mind
soemtimes i jus get worried over nothing
im worried in fact,
what if one day you get sick of me
what if one day you choose to leave me
ahhh i think im jus crazy
i hope all these will nv happen
thats why whenever i say i love u
i want u to know.
i mean it. n i really do treasure u.
alright. time to wash up and get to work .
hmmm.
i`ve made a wish ;
9:09 AM
wooo i didnt blogeed for so long.
welll. i was super duper tired these few days
but i reallly enjoyed myself.
alright. 24 march. happpy one month my love =)
haha sorry i couldnt spend the day with u
sorry i din know what to get for u.
but i hope you likd it yea.
n dun worry. its nv tediuos at all =)
girl. you've reallly melt my heart.
i meant all those words in the card.
every single word.
ok. consecutive work for 4 days =(
super bored. whats more?
im sent to macperson gulab
what the helll lor.... aiya
whatever la. jus work bah
n hey. its reallly tought on u for that job
woundt want to to tire urself so badly again yea
ok cant wait to get to see u tml =)
loves.
i`ve made a wish ;
12:28 AM
woke with with muscle aches all over.
must be becos of the jog.
alright met with peeps at bt nooon
majonged all the way
in the end i think i won +- 45
but they nv brought cash.
hahaha...
came home...
i dun know why
i messs things up.
now im feeeling so argh.
aiya. dun know lar..
haiz.
i`ve made a wish ;
1:01 AM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
what a day~
ok i wke up at 7am
met daniel at bedok reservoir.
we conquered the whole round non-stop.
ended it in less than half hour =)
went home aft that...
found out she's not feeelin welll
so i busssed down n ac her to sch.
but. i was caught in that stupid traffic light.
wasted whole lot of my time. lol
ok walked around sch.
like i nv toured around before.
bfore she met her fren
n off i went home.
n ohh yar. i was late for work!
late for 15 minutes
but no one scolded me so who cares =X
alright.. worked like mad.
was told i could knock off at 6.
but guess what.
i worked until 12 midnight la
yong n his god brother dropped by
n i was lured to dine with them
at soup restarant
so... 20+ bucks flew off jus like that
wonderful meal though
before i went back to slog my guts out
ok. i m dead beat.
i think i neeed many many hours of slp
n tml i think im free!
maybe can mahjong liao
so long nv play =)
n derek sorry arhhh i was worin jus now
i willl suppport u de
must get the trophy for my sake. lol
and for you =)
thanks for everything
ur company
ur eppendorf tube
ur sweet msg filled with concern
thanks. if not for u
i wuoldnt know how i'll smile today.
=)
i`ve made a wish ;
1:09 AM
okok.... finally i have a action packed week
mon- work tues -work
wed- maybe shusi with qian
thrus n fri- all for u
yeap tml have to wake at 7
join daniel for run at reservoir
then i need to report to suntec at 1
stock take.
ahhh anw. my darling came to acc me for lunch today
thanks ok! haha reallly appreciate it.
love ya =)
okok... goota go slp soon
qian. cheer up la.
i know diff but try k
i want to stay khimmified!
i`ve made a wish ;
1:39 AM
alright. three days snice i blogged!
going to start my thrid consecutive workin day
but nvm la.
i've expereinced 7 consecutive
ahhh but im abit lazy la.
welll work was alright. normal.
but i wonder why i couldnt get to slp at night
turning in bed from 3+ to 5+
ahhh until i drank a mouthful of water
then i fell aslp once more. lol.
yea sis bday cming soon.
i've really gotta get the rpesent ready
so.... the one who's supposed to ask me out
you better do arhhh LOL
and i am craving for mahjong
im craving for shusi!
ahhh gooottta go get ready for work.
so long.
and for you.
you have so many job tranings.
hope you enjoy them kae.
and pls drink more water ahh.
=)
i`ve made a wish ;
9:47 AM
ohhh was very tired last night
so i din blog =(
alright met my darling early in the morning
went to east coast marine bowl.
haha. had a great time
n well. i think u played rather well lar.
went over to plaza sing
to watch our movie. im a cyborg
funny storyline. but hilariuos right
aft that we walked around...
ohh went to the desert shop ck brought me
ate honeydew n mango sago =)
quite nice lar.
aft that i went to her grndma hosue for steamboat
haha abit weird. but it was a fabulous dinnner
reallly. n ur cousins are so farnie.lol.
so dun blame urself for not entertaining or what ok...
haiz i wonder what got into me last night
i was so emo lar.
maybe thats why i replied this way
thats why i reacted this way
im so sorry yea.
haiz.
i`ve made a wish ;
9:49 AM
alright. 2nd post of the day again
went to giant at IKEA with mum today
with my cousin n aunt.
ohh its my cousin's bday!
ohh yar the giant was big lar.
and yea... saw pineapples there
coudnt help but laugh wahhaha!
ok met up with hong wee. qian n ck
trained down to bugis.
walked around bought ck his present
300+ mp3 sony player.
we are so generous right?
but he paid half la. wahhahaah
then jac n jesssie came along
and we ate steamboat.
alright so crapppy la we.
but its fun! guys lets meet up again ok?
sorry if i was abit tired today =)
happy bday ck!
The reason you never cross my mind
is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you
is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you
is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left
is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you
is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you
is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life
is because YOU ARE MY LIFE.
came across this. sweet huh?
this is for u =)
i`ve made a wish ;
11:52 PM
ok jus woke up.
dun know why arhhh couldnt slp.
i rmb i was turning in bed during 4 plus
and even went up to get a drink
alright now i rmb. in the bus ride home ytd
there was this bunch of "kids"
i mean pls lar. even if u are racist
show respect. they are still pple right
gosh they really humiliated pple
n if i was those indians i think i might jus hit them
this taught me a lesson
i'll nvr want to be a raccist.
april's coming. sis bday! her present! how ?
and my dinner n dance for RSh
what to wear ? aiyayaya!
ohh jus found out u are injured during the cycling
im so sorry leh. omg. hope its not serious ar
n i think nex time u dun dare to sit liao
whahaha!!okk..
ok i've set a targt for myself
next two sem. i have to hit 2 X 3.5
i wanna get at least a 3.3 by the end of 2nd year
this time round i must work hard
its my future.
no more complacency.
jus pure hardwork =)
3.3 here i come!
anyway.... my savings runnning very low.
die liao... gonnna be broke soon!!!! ahh!
i`ve made a wish ;
10:15 AM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
alright.. 2nd post for the day.
results oh results.
shalll i be happy over it ?
welll. thank god u are there with me
for the rest of the day
u reallly made me smile n forgot abt them
no worries abt results
i missed my 3.
im disappointed... reallly....
but im to blame.
i dint give enough effort
i promise. i'll hit that 3.
aint empty promise. i'll try.
anyway congrats! you really did well!
and thanks for the whole day
i think we had lotsa smiles man.
so funnny. ! lol.
and sorry yea. my cycling skillls not good yet
but nvm we shall ride again! lol.
alrght alrht.. losss for words now.
had a great day. super tired now.
meet the mothers day?
so funnny. lol
i`ve made a wish ;
11:06 PM
ok had a bad start for the day
i woke up. feeling i cant breathe.
or rather... i had this dream
i feel as though someone was strangling me
and when i woke up in shock
i reallly almost coudlnt breathe
ohh gosh.
nvm. couldnt take my mind off the results thing
hope it comes at a time when
i'll be sitting down n relaxing.
ohh hey i guess i have to say sorry yea
so many tings you are going thru
yet i dint even know abt it.
yeap... jsu wanna say even though im not there for u
but by any chance u need me.
i'll alwys be right here.
meanwhile. smile alright? =)
yeap. see our results together =)
i`ve made a wish ;
9:33 AM
alright. back from class bbq.
gosh i think i ate quite alot
went to derek house this morning.
he wanted to mahjong.
so played with roy n nat n him
won 12+ bucks... whhaah
alright last AF12 outing.
kinda sad lar. we wun be a class
but even sadder my cliques like breaking up
ahhh the emo part coming back again
alll the lame jokes we shared
alll those times...
man. i'll sure be missing them.
anw. now theres a haze or something
and my left eye hurts alot
wonder if its gotta do with the haze
looking forward to tml's outing =)
hey. i know theres alot of things on ur hand
but ahhh.. even thoug u have to to very busy
must take care alright.
woundnt want you to overtire urself =)
nvr be replced
i`ve made a wish ;
12:53 AM
guesssed i'll be home late today
so think i'll blog now.
alright 530 pm now
jus backed home from queensway
and back from my haircut.
wasnt that back.
my hair looks abit weird right now
n my shoe.. argghhh my puma clyde series
why woundt u appear there
got myself a nike.
at a cheap cheap 70 bucks haha
alright gonna meet kelly n yong soon
too bad peilin n lek cant make it
nex time dudes. LOl
tml's af12 last outing.
last bbq.
i hope everyone's turining up
kinda missed u guys. =)
and to the myres.
hope tml we can crap whole nigth away
haha! miss u guys lots la.
and lekka boi. holidays already right
wait tilll winata free then ask bra n mushroom
then all go out together lar.
i dun like to organise.
so i'll leave it to you okaE?
my new shoe =)
ohh congrats having made it into the camps
hope you'lll enjoy it =)
i`ve made a wish ;
5:30 PM
wahhh work today was so so tiring.
esp my heel. my leg was quite painful
hmm my hair is in a mess
i think i really need a haricut soon
hairs killing me.
thank god i needn't have to work
until the next weekend.
wah super tired now
i think i need to slp liao
wahhh din even talk to u to one whoel day le
i misss you alot alot liao
when are we meetin huh?
hmm.....
ok lar. nights.
garyology? haha.!
i`ve made a wish ;
12:23 AM
wooosh whole day of work?
of cos i shall not elaborate
anw my laps feels so sour.
esp when i squuat. lol.
hope it gets better tml =)
anw i was realsed as i exceeded my hours
else i have to stay til midnight.
ate.
bathed.
now then i realised nth left for me to do.
think i go slp liao =(
hope u dun stay up too late helpin ur mum ahhh
i miss you liao . =(
i`ve made a wish ;
12:02 AM
alright i jus woke up lol.
had a super long sleep.
and i think i slpt very welll.
thanks for the very wonderful day yea =)
alirght ytd trained down to jurong
was supposed to ice skate
but. both of us backed out
aft seeing those pros on the ice.
so we ended up in k box. lol.
so farnie. LOL
alright. aft that we trained to vivo
wanted to catch jus follow law.
but found out the timing wasnt right.
so we bought ticks at MS and trained there
nice show lar. very hilariuos. lol.
walked around esplande aft that. toook some pics.
nice eh? of cos. im in the pic. hahaha
aft that we travelled to bedok simpang to eat
sper full man.
went home aft that. =)
thanks for everything.
oh ya i have some funnny funny photos
but i'll not post them here
LOL!!!!
i`ve made a wish ;
11:02 AM
hey dun be silly allright
no matter what you'lll always be the one
jus that i dun wan u to worry for me
thats why i perharps chose to kept in inside me
i think i have to say sorry yea
ifi have made u worried.
im really sorry if i made u think this way
but i promise u no matter what
if i have any prob i'll tell u alright
lets be there for each other yea..
alright... gooottta go get rdy to meeet u
hope we'll have a nice day!
love ya =)
i`ve made a wish ;
8:42 AM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
hmmm well i dun know what happen to me
im trying so hard to stay happy
but then at the end of the day
i couldnt remain happy.
or rather. i hate tryin
i wan to be happy.
not tryin to be happpy.
argh damn. dun think anyone will uds
found myself turining in bed last night
i think i only managed to slp at 2 plus
im thinkin of so many things know
but then. are they things
that only i care?
cos no one else seems to worry
i reallly felt like going for a run now
no. not for exercising
i wish i could tire myself out
so i could jus fall into a deep slp
or rather if i fainted during my run
that might be bettter
n hey cheer up yea
at least you ca r ed for them as a sis
im sure they'll knw.
save me.
before i fall into the land of darkness
haizzzz
i`ve made a wish ;
9:59 AM
alright... slacked thru the whole day today
ordered kfc delivery. lunched with sis
watched tv... thats pretty all
ohh yar. invited to go D n D rsh
theme : east meet west
what should i dresss then ?
have no idea.
hmmmm ...
am i supposed to feel this way?
=( no idea
no comments. =(
i`ve made a wish ;
12:29 AM
helllo. am i still around?
can anyone see me?
cos i dun sesne my own presence.
god. should i even start feeling this way?
thats what i hate abt hols.
nvm. will u even uds?
i guess its my own fault.
cant blame anyone.
its my own mind. own feeling
so who the hell should even care
i shouls jus live my own life
n waste it away ya.
now i dont even know
am i worried. sad. lonely
haiz.
i`ve made a wish ;
12:33 AM
alright. been some time since i bloggged.
well. busy busy last two days.
worked at warehouse crazy sales
i mean man , it was really crazy
shorthanded, yet crowded.
i was a lil pisssed la ok.
nvm bout work. anw im thinkin of quittin
bt i was encouraged to stay on.
i really dun know =(
anw. nearly been a week since i saw u
i misss u terrribly sia. argh! lol
nvm nvm. todays my off day
i woke up. feel so empty
as in. there was nothin for me to do at ALL
so..... i went to play bbballl alone at 12
then i came home. whipped my own lunch for me n mum
then now. im bored again
damn...
im tired. bored confused. irritated. pissed.
nvm. haiz
in other words.
i feeel so darn down!
i`ve made a wish ;
2:35 PM
long rainy day...
acc yong down to novena
to meet his online trader.
but the deal was off
so both of us went to sing
until our throats went sore
oh yar. i sang old macdonalds had a farm in k box
so coool right?
went back to tamp to dine.
then went back home.
long n tiring day
my slpin beauty's sick.
get welll soon kae.
ohh mahjong session at 9am tml.
i hope i wun be late guys
i`ve made a wish ;
2:18 AM