alright. im super sick now. very.
i have severe running nose, cough
and fever is developing i think
the feeling is unbearable, intolerable.
haiz. term test coming
and im sick at this momment
slpt at 10 plus last night
woke up at 9 plus.
well.. been so long since i slpt so long
but hen i woke up
my head's spinning like mad
actually din wantt to turn up for lesson
but i still did
anw got back my tests
aimm 17.5/20 pct 16/20
went home. slp again
anyway i think i aint gonna work tml.
m super sick man
hate this.
i`ve made a wish ;
6:42 PM
ok gotta blog before i rush and complete my stuffs
i cant seem to falll aslp last night
i woke up in the middle of the night
this seldom happen to me
perharps thats whyi seem so lethargic today
sch was okae. managed to stay awake for biochem
next week will be a busy week man
lotsa quizzes and test.
n my work's still piling.
my presentation is on thrus
but i've yet to do a ssingle thing
sent dear hme today
can see she asnt in her usual self
hey i know theres so much to do
so much to study
so much stress.
catch a breather alright.
n im reallly guilty.
i alawys made u go home late
and thats prob the reason why u are so tired during lec
hmm perharps i shouldnt ask u out too often yet.
kinda suck yea. i couldnt spend my wkends with u
spending wkdays isnt a good idea too.
sorry yea. dun feel bad kae.
im jus groaning.
haiz. nvm.
i`ve made a wish ;
10:31 PM
so finally im back here.
did anyone miss me.
alright what should i say?
life's reallly damn busy.
i find it hard to even catch up
work's piling and piling up.
be it school work. be it my own work.
things arent going welll.
all my goals seemed so far away
seemed as though i might nv reach them
less than a term. i flunk 2 graded test
i flunked them like shit.
at work... i had to force myself to smile
come on i know i have to
but there are point of time
where i reallly lose my temper.
and i cant imagine really.
what will happen if i get too rash
and hit someone.
arggh
then there are so many pple in this society
theres the rich acting proud
theres the poor acting proud
why cant everyone just be humble?
perharps it starts to make sense
why the earth's dying?
maybe she wants to get rid of everyone
because everyone has bcome a monster
nah. my mood just aint good.
not at all.
i feel shit.
very indeed.
haiz
i`ve made a wish ;
12:21 AM
im sorry/
sorry for being a loser.
i suck
i`ve made a wish ;
10:45 PM
the smirk face.
those sour words
just whats wrong with u ?
you call this frenship?
nah. i dun think so ya
yea tolerate, brush everything off with a smile
fine i'll do that
but tolerance has its limit
yeap sweetheart! im sorry yea
thansk for everything
thanks for telling me how u feel ya
sorry once again.
ok works kinda piling up now.
sch work. RSh work. evrythin
im tired of juggling things
i really need a breather man
i feel so cooped up.
7 days a week
i study 5 days, i work 2 days
i worry abt my sch work
i worry abt my everything
aiya. nvm nvm.
lets drop alll this shit.
i need to go for a run. badly.
only then i can feel the wind
make myself pant.
make myself tired
so i wun think.
ok i must finsh biocehm tut today
i`ve made a wish ;
11:25 PM
haiz. now its brealy 2 pm.
and im already home
kinda like wasting a day away
tues n thus are supposed to be my free day
whereby i can go out n have fun
but im jus sitting here n wastin it away
everyone seemed to have activities aft class
and im the one heading home.
wtf. feelin a lil pissed right now
some words are better left unsaid.
some qns are better let uknown
haiz. no one uds me.
nah not even myself..
rotting off.
i`ve made a wish ;
1:42 PM
alright seems like i haven been blogging.
sch's startin and i mean
reallly startin
cos fers 2 weeks are shit.
lousy timetable.
anw quizzes are coming out nex week
and i shalll score
cos i will nv forget
how the CA pulled my grade down
jus reached home from work.
my eyes are feelin so dry
my whole body's aching
how i wish i can get a massage now man.
im feelin so darn lazy now.......
haiz. things i dun wanna hear
or rather i choose not to hear
listen. im not even affected.
not the least
but u know what
you aint got any right to commment
so.scram. run. get lost.
i dn think u wanna be an enemy of mine
pls think
unless u dun have brains at all.
i`ve made a wish ;
9:36 AM
wah.. jus chekced blackboard
and noticed i've got 4 hr break tml again
i dun care , i think i going home fers
ok i only had two lectures today.
like what the hell lar
the timetable rally very weird man
ok acc swtheart to tm aft class
but we ended up watching spiderman3
awesome show.
thanks for the company okae
thanks for the dinnnner too.
haha. yeap. i really love u.
haiz i jus saw the news
they say something abt the gloabl warmin again
they say thailand's water will rise and stuff
haiz. im really startin to get worried
well.. not only concerned abt environment
but ultimately im concerned abt myself
i mean. things are going so well for me right now
i might not have every single thing i want
but i've got u.
and its already a perfect life
so dear earth. you've continue to spin.
cos our story's still unfolding.
haha may sound crap.
but its not!
ok im tired already.
nights
i`ve made a wish ;
11:12 PM
wahhh jus woke up.
i think i kind of sprained my back while slpin
cool huh? but pain sia.
wah jus checked my timetable for tml
its quite sucky.
omg how arhhh...
anyway love came my house to have dinner ytd.
and aft which i showed her her gift
haha. sorry i spoilt the surprse
but im reallly glad you liked it.
ok gotta prepare for work.
super lazy.
=(
i`ve made a wish ;
9:43 AM
