alright... i reached home just not long ago.
well. went out with my best bros.
alvin, bryan, derek and heru
alvin happy birthday yar.
i reallly had a great time..
thanks for the company ya.
the ala carte buffet was superb
the alcohol, the photos, the conversations.
haha kept remindin me of Sec sch days
alright. i drank though only one bottle
i feel abit drunk.
but i dun think i am
cos my mind still can proces thoughts very well.
well. suddenly so many emotions float into my head
as i read along,
gradually i found out that.
all along, i have been causin pain,
causin hurt
causing tears
and little happiness
i cuold have been more sensitive
those small little acts.
but i could have ensured theres nth more to all those
i belived u have read along too
and u found out alot too
but.. one thing is for sure.
its a long way back...
i took a long time to get ovr everything
i told myelf that. before i ever want to get involved in love again
i belived i have done that.
alll along, shes just a friend.
im very sure of that.
im sorry for all those pain i caused
im sorry for all those tears you cried
im sorry for all those time i made u worried
sorry for so much things
those were the past. jus memories
and right now. its the present.
i jus want you to stay right beside me.
i reallly should have considered abt ur feelings.
truly sorrry.
haiz. im real guilty now.
i`ve made a wish ;
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