welll. today went out early in the morning
lost near 20 bucks
then aft that went to clebrate luo's bday
tried to put on a smile
gave him a surprise n sang him a song
with a cake at the bus stop
ate the thai buffet
threw money at arcade
got three winni e pooh n a genie
then went home
heard from ck that ur eyes are swollen
do take care yea
dn wish to see u like this
n oh yar jac has a performance tml
cant make it guys
sorry. jia you
once biten twice shy
thatsthe reason why memories can turn into tears
its becos we realli treasure those moments
we really hope to be in there once again
but yet.
we're stopped by a barrier: fear
for the past half year.
i've tried to look away
but in fact i m jus avoidin
for the past six months
i've tried to make sesne into everyting
i've tried to accpet evrything as it is
but i still can't
i know very well hat my heart wants
even though its sumthing i'll nv get
at least i dun wanna lose any hopes
mybe thats what kept me going on
for so long.
if only theres a device that can depict how i feel
cos i m not good at words
to love n to be love
thats the greatest thing that happned to me
how much i yearn for it
how much i cherish it
hw much i care for it.
how mch we want sumthing
yet how much we fear
thats the contraidction in life
but no matter what.
i've learnt my lesson
if i had the chance again
i'll cherish it
hmmm.
to wl : happy BItrthday~ sorry. no presents, jus a surprise n n bdday cake
to royston: you better dun gamble ur life away...
to hw : hope ur apllication succed
to u :cheer up.
i really really do
i`ve made a wish ;
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