hmmm. today finally felt better
gueessed i over worrried liao
myabe its jus heatstroke or sumthing
dun worry liao ar kellly. good luck fo ya exams too
hmm today meet yuan for lec
than all busese full
hail no cab
so we pon two hr lec. went tamp
ate n played arcad then went back sch
couldnt uds the lec.
mind was jus flying elsewhere la.
yea at night met yuan
sat under a void deck
ate potato chips drank bbt there
and then he did his work
n i jus stared blankly on the roads.
thinkin abt alot things la.
yea xinnni ar. if u see this ar
yea jus wanna say yuan loves u alot la
love him for who he is. regardless of his past yea.
hope to see u two together long long ar.
as for me...
yuan ar... know that u tryin to guide me la
but i think u dun uds how i feel de la
let go as u saed? its like been so long la.
haiz. dun know how to tell u also.
i feelin so vexed u know?
nvm la. see u happy at least also cheers me up
at least my frens are happy yea.
hmmm. what else ? yea.
alden's hamster died. cheer up la bro.
anyway. theres a gatherin for 4b on sat
i miss them badly.
i really miss the past badly.
yea past. past. past.
haiz. whatever.
i m toally pissed by my own thoughts la.
heart jus felt so sour
so pain.
but i cant let out everything?
can u imagine the frustration within me ?
gosh. when was the last time tt i really smiled?
i cant rmb. i really cant.
i've lost eveything
since the day u went away.
argh. im serachin for an ans
to a question that appear to be unanswered
im tired.
i m frustrated,
im vxed
i m irritated
BY MYSELF.
/holdingbackmytears/
i`ve made a wish ;
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