well. 2nd entry before i slp.
today went for APEl.
yea what is success? fufiling one's dreams?
yea it aint any wrong to have dreams
in fact everyone does
but what abt mine ?
is mine too good to be true
then it will nvr happen ?
by beliebin in it
am i jus tryin to bluff myself?
yes i care abt it.
but i m losing confidence.
who am i? i m not a star
i m not as good lookin as other guys
i might be as sweet n caring as anyone
so what makes me belive that it will ever happen?
i m jus a nobody,
compared to many many who are much more better
all along perharps i might be jus tellin myself a lie
that everythin will come true.
i .. argh ...hm...
i don't know.
ifeel so pain within me.
i`ve made a wish ;
12:04 AM
