yeap jus reached home
slacked around tm then acc yuan home
hmmm yes chatted with ck last night
talkin abt decisions, emotions n things
yeap. emotions. its all suppressed within me
all contradcitin within me
yeap even someone who cheered me along
who belived in me
who still sees opputurnity in me
seems to hve changed his poin of view
perharps i hve to too
saw ambrose jus now
why do everyone ask me the same qn when they see me
how are things between u n her
cant u all jus tell eveything from my face
yea ambrose says i looked stressed
yes i am. totally.
over time, studies, basically everything
he says i m no longer the gary anymore
i thinkso too
im havin mood swings
i lost my temper easily
i stay silent
aiya whatever man
and my studies nvr seem to end
all those lec. tuts
all those quizzes
all my farkin results
argh.
im basically failin myself in everything i do
im losing confidence
gosh.
i need a happy day badly
haiz. i m jus compressed in this small box
which i nvr have enough space
which i wun be able to get out
my eyes were open
my mind was generating thoughts
but, my heart chose to ignore
argh
farked up man
those tears.
i`ve made a wish ;
11:53 PM
