hm yar. went back for revision lecture
no hints but only went thru alot of questions.
aft that went home straight.
so early. haiz.
nothing much anymore.
guys. thanks for ya concern.
ur words or encouragement
but im m not that optimistic as i seem
im not that confident as i look
i used to have big dreams.
but i tink not anymore.
cos i realised no matter how hard u wished
it might not jus happen.
perharps i'll jus stick to being a small me
without any dreams.
nvrtheless, the small small dream,
the lil tiny hope that i really wished for.
will always stay with me.
even thought it might nvr occur.
but i really dun care anymore.
it hurts to have lost sumthing u love.
but it hurts more.
to go against my wish to forget everything
how i wish i can be the one
to share ur tears
to share ur joy
hmm...
perharps love is setting free
but i'll still love in silence
dun call me silly.
cos thats what i am
and to whoever u are
hiding right in tat corner
speakin ill of me.
let me tell u sumthing
THIS IS MY LIFE
my very own life.
n ONLY i have the bloody control over it
no matter what decision i make
no matter which route i choose
you've got no say in it.
cos i know very well what my heart wants
even if there's only a glimmer of a chance
or u feel that nothing would come up of it.
its my choice.
i'll nv change my views.
NEVEr.
u get that?
its my life.
my choice
what i do
who i love.
i know very well.
n it wun change
so stop ur nonsense.
ARgh. im gonna go berserk over all those studies
im wearin myself off man.
t.e.a.r.z.
i`ve made a wish ;
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