alright. i need someone to talk to
i dun know why.
but im feeling so pisssed
so frustrated.
so angered
ni really feel sick
i couldnt breathe
im sinking.
first. abt work.
im real sick of workin
im real tired.
im pissed by those silly attitudes
im pissed by those stares
but i really dun know what i should do
nxt family.
things arent really going on very well here
in fact. its not good at all
i shoulnt say tooo much
furthermore. i rarely get to see ervyone now
and when i reach home from wrk
its always home alone
sudddenly i really feel so lonely.
n i really feell so lost.
lost among the thoughts
did i lose my temper yet again ?
im sorrry...
but i hated the way we talked.
it made us feel so distanced
or did it really happen ?
alright i shall end all these crapz
you know what
i shall jus eat n slp
sch's startiin.
im really beginning to fear.
whatver.
why does it always feel so shittty when u are feeling down
and its always at this point of time where u always feel theres no one who will sit down n listen.
haiz.
i feel bettter off dead
i`ve made a wish ;
11:21 PM
