haven benn blogging for months
but i reallly cant take it anymore
not any longer.
yes i ran of house last night
if not for the sake of my mum
i wouldnt even step home
stop abusing ur authority
stop telling me whats respect
i only know whats mutual respect
easy understood yea?
i've lived 18 years
n thanks. u made me felt one thing last night that i nvr felt before
you made me felt that i dun even have a place called home
18 years. congrats. you completely broke me into parts
everything will stay in my head
i wun forrget a single detail
it was that most painful night ever
i swear it was the hardest cry eveer
but fret not.
i'll step out of the house early in the morning
i'll come back only in wee hours
i'd rather stay at the void deck
i''d rather get stared by werid onlookers
home? nah
its the last place i ever wannt to go right now.
im trying very hard to stay calm
i always felt that people who try to do stupid things to themselves are dumb
but i have a change of point of view now.
this is how they relive stress
this is how they feel better
you'll definitely regret it one day
i`ve made a wish ;
12:00 AM
